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duru g Jun 30
I used to love him—
Not in the casual way people talk about love,
But in the way the ocean loves the shore,
Constant, inevitable, relentless,
Even when the distance between them feels endless.

His blonde hair, soft and familiar,
Like golden threads I wanted to tangle my fingers in forever,
But I never could.
The miles stretched between us,
A space too wide, too cruel to close.
Yet I could still feel him,
As if his breath lingered just beyond my reach.

Those ocean blue eyes—
They held storms and stillness all at once,
Even from afar, I drowned in them.
I memorized them through a screen,
Staring into a version of him I couldn’t touch,
Hoping the pixels would somehow keep me warm.

His face, etched in my memory,
That beautiful, gentle nose,
Perfect in its imperfection,
A detail I can’t seem to forget,
Even when I try.
But I never felt its softness under my fingertips,
Only imagined what it must feel like to be that close.

And now, I miss him.
Not just his body, his presence,
But the way he made space in my heart,
A space that feels hollow now,
Echoing with memories that never had the chance to be real.
We existed in the in-between,
Our love spanning cities, miles, oceans,
Yet it was always there, as sure as the sun rising.

I miss his existence,
The simple fact of him being here,
Breathing in the same world as me,
But too far away to ever hold.
There’s a void where he used to be,
A gap in the air that no one else can fill.
He was perfect, not in the way the world sees perfection,
But in the way that made him mine,
Even when the distance made it feel like he wasn’t.



And I yearn—God, I yearn—
For just one more moment,
One more chance to see him face to face,
To close the distance between us,
To feel whole, if only for an instant.

He’s still here,
In the space he left behind,
In the parts of me that are still his,
Even though he was never quite close enough to touch.
And I miss him more than I know how to say.
Beneath the metro’s twilight hum,
I stood where all the strangers come.
My voice was low, my fingers tight
Around a phone that lit the night.

She spoke — the girl I’d never met,
Whose voice had warmed each day we’d yet
To bridge the miles from screen to skin,
A year apart, but close within.

A village boy from Bengal's rain,
I came by train, through fear and strain.
She hailed from cities far and wide,
A nurse, on duty, time denied.

But just today, for half an hour,
She’d slip from work’s unyielding tower,
And meet me by this concrete gate,
Where pulse and platform danced with fate.

“Gate Four,” I said. “I’m here. Waiting.”
She whispered back, “I see you. Wait.”
My eyes spun fast through faces blurred,
My chest beat loud with love unheard.

Then there she stood — not far, but near,
In steps that wiped away the year.
I thought, “She’s tall.” My throat went dry.
But closer now — we matched in eye.

She didn’t speak — just took my hand,
And led me through this foreign land.
Across the road, beneath the sky,
Our silence hummed a soft reply.

She bought me food — a chicken thigh.
(Though she eats none. I wondered why.)
We sat, she watched, I tried to speak —
But time was short and words were weak.

“I have to go,” she said at last.
And just like that, the moment passed.
No kiss, no vow, no sweeping song —
Just fingers held a moment long.

She turned and walked back to the light,
A nurse again in white and night.
And I — I rode the metro home,
Still feeling less alone, alone.

That evening, after duties done,
We typed the things we’d left unsung.
And somewhere in that crowded thread,
She softly said, “You held my hand.”

The clock moved on. The dreams, they stayed.
A new day dawned, but I replayed
That half an hour — a fleeting grace
When time stood still, and I saw her face.

- THE END -

© 2025 June, Hasanur Rahman Shaikh.
All rights reserved.
This poem is about me meeting my lover after a year of our online romance - just half an hour, one held hand, and no words wasted.
Hearts feels heavy today,
Since you are so far away.
I miss your voice, your gentle tone.
But here I sit, all alone

The day feel long, the nights so cold
wishing for your hand to hold
But through we are apart, my hearts still knows
Our love remains, it always grows
when I met you
I knew that there would
never be another you
I think of you on the daily
but alas
miles of roads separate us
my feelings are true
whether they're reciprocated
or not
there will never be another you
I long to see you,  
To stand within the fragile space where you exist,  
To feel the warmth of your hands in mine,  
A tether between what is real and what is dreamed.  

To hear the silent rhythm of our hearts align,  
A duet composed for the moment they meet,  
Face to face,  
For the first time.  

And yet,
Perhaps it is mercy  
That the distance between us remains unbroken,  
That the air between us is untouched by the weight of presence.  

For when the time comes to part,  
The echo of your absence  
Will not tear so deeply,  
And the goodbye,  
Though still heavy,  
May hurt just a little less.
marie Mar 31
I hugged you to bring you closer for one more last time, when I heard your whispers saying you’re sorry, you’re sorry and I ask you why.
All confused with my lips on your cheeks and my fingers through your hair I say that I simply love you and you apologise thinking you’re not fair.
Your guilt makes me then feel hurt, as I didn’t realise my hands are empty until I saw yours were full.
I can’t decide if you’re sorry because you are not sharing with me or because with my empty hands you feel relief.
I don’t care and I hug you tidier, I wish I never heard you whisper so I just try to ignore you, when you intrude my thoughts once again:
“I hope for everything to be better”, as a wish from you for me to get better, for us to get better, for the wind to finally blow my way and for the trees to grow and sway.
For everything to just be, like they do in your way.
nova powell Mar 6
in ten days,
i'll meet you there
on the thoroughfare,
and it will not be the last time.

the streets of my home state
will become yours in a moment,
and we will share it together,
and it will not be the last time.

we'll go to the theater
where one of my heroes
once played me your favorite song,
and we'll take turns leaning on each other's shoulders
as the film goes on,
and it will not be the last time.

i'll buy you little drinks
that you'll make me take sips of,
and we'll trade bites of food at restaurants
that i've been telling you
that you "HAVE to go to" for years,
and it will not be the last time.

we'll get to finally live out
all the plans we've been dreaming up
since you bought your ticket here,
like wandering down the street
with the charming little shops
and blowing all our money
on innocent little trinkets,
and it will not be the last time.

and at the end of our third day,
i'll refuse to let you escape my arms.
i'll take in the scent of your perfume one last time
as your dad reminds us that
your flight is boarding soon
and my mother begins to hold me back.

you'll board your plane
and shoot off back towards san francisco,
and as much as i despise it
and wish it wasn't so,
it will not be the last time.

and i'll have to learn to live with you
from 1,919 miles away
once more.

the future is dim,
but regardless alight.
in ten days,
we'll find ourselves at the entrance of the tunnel again,
but there will be brightness somewhere,
several months down the road.
we will find it.

we will be okay,
and i'll see you on the 8th,
and then the 9th and the 10th,
and it will not be the last time.
see you soon, my love (2/26/25)
thyreez-thy Feb 27
Had you asked 2 young adults what marriage was
They'd laugh, and assume its some forever where doubt would perish
Thus giving way to birth, legacy and forever
In the sky where they can be together

But what if you gave them each a glimpse to each others future
Where they couldn't tell the other what they saw, make it torture
Where they dance knowing where it ends
Not for themselves, but where the other bends

What if here with me was an expression
Where no sea or plane, but 3 hours
Divides this 2 individuals , test their dedication
Where they have no power

A parley, meeting, a chance at reconciling
But the other party is fighting to defend
Errors they surely know they have
Forcing the other back to their cave

This poem has no melody, yet this story was filled with it
taking 4 years as one would bring material, the other builds
Those 3 hours away, meant nothing when points met
The author awestruck, without a tongue to confess
The other so excited, yet weary not to make a mess
Of a story yet to be told, yet already in the making

A record of once these soulmates had seen the other
Saying to each other excuses of sister and brother
Can one use cement, to fix cracks in a glass house?
Where everyone could see brother playing cat and mouse?
Would a sibling learn to care so much they'd die for the other?
Would a lover think the friend zoning wasn't worth the bother?

Somewhere out there they always came to know
eventually love gave a massive blow
Valentine's day suddenly had meaning, promised hugs and meetings become binding contracts
For when these siblings would eventually come to make contact
Funny how the end of the tale wasn't left in tact

Long distance is a blunder, but like the song it can be great
To know another through that connection of imagination and past tense
Testing fate yet always coming to see
That you never truly came to need me
It was I, who wanted you to be
you.
To be here, with me.
Based on the d4vd song and a edit I made of her. Looking back at it I never appreciated how the little things added up. I'd be lying if I said that it's any easier moving on as an adult but I'm glad it was her, who showed me my wrongs and where to start. I wish she found her own direction to peace.


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well-loved cardigan
I glance at everything
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