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my dorm walls are so white white white
that i cover them in my paintings
so i can make eye contact
with something that can care
and i am reminded
of spraying quotes on the walls at school
getting busted
thrown in the detention room for a week
and scribbling still more
on those white white walls
Nope Aug 2014
.
Between being touched by you
and ripped apart by myself
my body has lost all its worth
ha **** over a thousand cuts in 3 months is a lot but nothing compares to the pain i felt every time you even looked at me
Nope Aug 2014
2am
It's 2 o'clock in the morning and all i can think of
is how it feels to have you lying next to me.
I sleep better when you're here
because every time you touch me i feel like im at home.
Every time you throw your leg across me
and steal all of my covers
i feel like i belong.
I feel like someone loves me
when i wake up in the middle of the night
and you don't yell at me when i open the window
to smoke one more cigarette,
but you roll over and you kiss me on the cheek
and you tell me im cute when my hair is a mess.
I feel like someone loves me when you dismiss
all of my flaws because none of them matter to you.
All you want to do is hold my hand,
and right now all i want to do is hold yours.
Sometimes Ally Jul 2014
one glance
just one
at a picture of you
maybe a text message
and the memories engulf me

you were so good to me
but me?
i played you
took your heart
and played it like a guitar

i wanted you to hate me
but to this day
you still love me
why
i destroyed you

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