I love the way
how you rip open your heart for her
even when all she has to offer you is salt for your scars.

I love the way
how you offer me the salt
that was spilled and saved from your scars
I love that burn
Of ripping open my heart for you.

Out of so many people
confessing love to me,
I am still waiting for your confession
Even when I know you will leap out my faith.

I have saved your scars in the inbox
Approving your unsolicited intrusion in heart more than I have accepted myself
I know you still won't come by yourself.

It's been years of waiting
For you to claim me as your possession
But you have been so much in love
With someone else.

I have known this for years
But I lack courage to accept it
First love is unforgettable
Even if it's one sided.

Your memories are marked important in the inbox
But still you will never come by yourself.

Walking slowly trying to connect the dots, now i realize how much i ****** up hard, hurting feelings, my game so strong, wasn’t much appealing till i got my heart torn, walking in your shoes,not much to see,Only Sorrows and a wish for “me”, forgive me I’m still trying to understand, how can a man like you love me after knowing who I truly am?

Gone with the wind
Gone with the time

I tend to forget,
that you dumped me
where you picked me up from

and now,

I don't really belong anywhere
not even in the same trash bin
want this same leftover

any more.

Its cold here
desperate and foregin.
LOST
Amidst all my fears,
broken promises.
AFTER
Seven blissful years.
Abandon all hope;
those who follow.

© Rayne,1-22-2015
11 days I survived.