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Infinity Leander Aug 2014
i never got to try
all those good things
like the taste of coffee in 3am
(because i'm sure it's different than the one in 7)
and waking up well rested;
like losing myself and that meaning something nice
and being proud of myself;
like being good at my favourite activities
and screaming at the top of my lungs
on the roof of an abandoned building;
like drawing silly things
and singing along to lyrics that don't make any sense;
like being strong enough
and saving myself
i never got to be fine,
so i don't know how to keep going
I awoke with fatigue and pain,
but my soul lifts with renewed hope
as Love floods my heart, cleansing it
20w
Dark Jewel Jun 2014
The world blurs,
As the storm clouds my vision.
I struggle to stand straight,
I cant stand at all...

My breathing is shallowed,
My head is seeing double..
What is this?
Why am I weak?

Stand... Straight..
I cant see...
This world is spinning,
All around me..  

*(faints)
True poem....
Infinity Leander May 2014
Today my father asked if I was tired;
And I guess sadness
can really be mistaken for fatigue
So I said that I'm not
or maybe am
but just a little
And now I think,
yes, father, I am tired
of you, of mother, of him, of her
Of me, of what I can not be
and of what I am
of what I want
But I will never change,
unfortunately,
I will never change;
I will always be tired
Until I can not take it,
until I break down
and cry
And hopefully die
So I guess
sadness can really
be fatigue sometimes

— The End —