I can't breath I can't sleep all the way thru the night . I'm sad I miss you I hate what I did I wish I could go back but I must face forward and go away !.....
Pain is numb now you act like you don't care I don't know how to read you it's hard to read you. What's on your mind baby? Can I call you baby?
No response is a response I keep telling myself. Maybe he is done and I should be too hope needs to die out my life again. I love you or maybe I'm confused? Gosh I think am I ever gone get over this obstacle one day?
I wish For my soul to not Feel for a very long time. My head and heart Are so ******* tired Of lost emotions and misplaced Love.
I wish to turn off my soul and all its ability to fall in love just for a short while! not forever! My heart strings have been Plucked and played with, recklessly, So much so that I deeply wish to never hear it's pumps n strings profess its Honest, unbelievable love.
This love so **** Unbelievable, Only my creator and savior Knows my Incredible passionate pain Of loving.
I want to be done My heart n mind. Soo done. I deeply wish For a switch to turn off For a long time.
I promise. for this misplaced love to never wonder off again, I promise to switch myself off the best I can it will be pure hell for a short while. But I'm exhausted from this never ending Circle of hell Called love.
I'm turning off now
Goodbye my old heart.
I knew this was a ****** mess from the start. I knew this disgusting feeling was coming But still my feelings would stop to turn off.
Its hard To think of myself as beautiful When all i can see Are the flaws that surround my body Its hard To think of myself as affectionate When all i can see Is the emptiness holding me down Its hard To think of myself as happy When all i can see Is the sadness inside of me