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The world is dark
And I don't know what to do

And don't you dare
Tell me to
Simply turn the light on

Cause if you think I haven't been looking
For that stupid light switch
You're crazy

Haven't you seen me,
Running around
Feeling the walls?
Looking for the light switch

But it's pitch black
And I can't see a thing
So if you really care
Why don't you lend me a flashlight
And help me look?
Too many people say things, and they forget to use actions
What do you want?
You ask all these questions,
Like you actually care

But what do you want?
A confession?

Yes I self-harm
Yes I am sad
Yes I am anorexic
Yes I cry every night
Yes I want to die

No I am not okay

Is that what you wanted?
*I didn't think so
Why do you ask if you don't want the answer?
When everything fell apart
I said
"Goodbye for real this time"
And those simple words
Are slowly killing me

And those simple words
Will be my last words
Before I die

How... ironic
So funny I forgot to laugh

Sorry to anyone who read this... I am way too tired to be writing lol
Listen
Listen closely
Carefully

If we're quiet enough
You might hear it
Just maybe

You could hear
The reason for my tears
The reason for my cuts
The reason for my exhaustion

Maybe
Just maybe
You could hear
My heart breaking
And my soul falling apart
This is why I avoid silence
 Aug 2015 Xiao - SparKticas
Neex
I want so much,
But what can I do?
I just can't measure up,
I'm just not good enough,
I know it and I wish I didn't,
Because it just adds to the hurt,
I'm just never simply good enough,
I really wish that it didn't **** this much,
*It's got my dreams crumbling into mere dust.
I wish I could accept myself.
 Aug 2015 Xiao - SparKticas
Neex
And at this moment,
*Hurt is all I know.
I'm so done with waiting.
I don't wish
for myself to die,
but I wish that
I was never born
I wouldn't die
after I'm broken,
but I'd be dead
before I'm torn

©
Did you know?
At the center of the universe
There's a black hole

Which means
The heart of the universe
Is remarkably similar to mine
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