chainedwhore

Dec 2014

Ember Evanescent

I miss who you were, not you.
"You's" meaning changed in a year.
I would still die for the girl we USED to know
but you morphed into a monster
and now
with no trace
of the old you left
I just loathe this vicious beast
you have become
so leave me alone
You've broken enough people already
don't make it worse

for an EXFRIEND.

#imisstheoldyounotyou

chainedwhore Dec 2014

another drink

you can say what you like or what like others to think...
I know how u felt and the things you feel about me....
it just ***** *** i miss you so much but since i cant talk to you ..
I will just have anohter drink.

pretty much says it alll

#me #think #drink #feel #u

Dec 2014

Unfortunate Smile

I spent a year

kissing boys with long hair
at parties that smelt like bad decisions,
and surviving on liquor so strong
that I would forget my own name,
simple to try and remove that awful taste
you left in my mouth.

#love #heartbreak #poem #poetry #life #heart #sadness #thoughts #you

Dec 2014

AJ

Sober Thoughts I Wish I Was Drunk For

Eventually I will run out of drugs.
Eventually I'll have to get my **** together.
Eventually everyone will stop loving me.

chainedwhore Dec 2014

Miss u dearly

I wonder if you'll think good whenever u think of me??
Did I leave a good impression on u or did I make u wish u never met me??

I'm glad that I met you!
I am not even mad after knowing what u were sent to do!!

I will forever miss u since u touched my heart like no other !!!
Just wish we could talk or text each other!!!

Since u won't I will forever be sad!!
But at least I have memories to reflect back on the time we had !!!

I wish u would still talk to me *** I miss u dearly!!

#sad #depressed #memories #wish #me #talk #u

Dec 2014

DC raw love

deception

signs of deception
without even thinking

it's always done
with manipulation

something you want
you sometimes take

only to cry
if you don't get your way

never thinking
or
wondering why

you want you want
and
you don't even care

never the right choices
but you always swear

is it because you don't know
or
you were never taught better

did any care
maybe they were scared

take what you will
you would if you coud

i hope you can change
and
i wish that you could

Dec 2014

DC raw love

do you still love her now

if your going to love me
you have to meet my snake

she's my life
she slithers and shakes

she'll take your heart
like nobody can

she'll cause you pain
beyond your wildest dreams

she defiantly loves you
with pleasure and pain

do you love her now