while you were sleeping,
I built a wall
around you.
With tears from
my eyes,
with the ache from
my heart,
with the words stuck in
my throat.
For I couldn't protect you
in real life,
so I guess
protecting you in your dreams
was the next best thing I
could do.

Just like how
you can only be in
my dreams.

And can never be
with me in
real life.

and suddenly, I realised
I've sunk
so deep in this
Pool of Uncertainty,
I won't see the surface, ever
again.

                                                                                                      For it's not
                                                                                                      "I like you"
                                                                                                      but
                                                                                                      "I like you,
                                                                                                      too"
                                                                                                      that mattered.

Never will I try again
For I'm nothing in your eyes.
You gave me nothing but pain
And a pair of teary eyes.

I've always given out my heart,
Thinking you're the perfect one.
Instead you're a work of art
A dream so far, like the Sun.

So no longer will I try
When Love is not to be mine.
For my broken heart has died
Even though I still look fine.

I hope that you would change my mind
And show that Love is not a lie.

I promise to be perfect
for that's who you are,
the apple of my eye,
only one in my mind.

I promise to love you
again, like how roses bloom
at the touch of your
bittersweet breath.

But if the thorns of
your roses leave me
bleeding again,
I promise to be more perfect
in my next
next life.

                                              A cherry blossom that
                                              blooms
                                              on your sight and
                                              falls
                                              at your breath.

I promise.

In my next
next life.

Why do people
Always leave?
Like how stars die
After lighting up the
Night sky.

Do you know of
the nights when
I cried myself to sleep?
Alone. Empty. Helpless.
With you still in my mind,
stuck in my heart, that same spot,
(Bull's eye!)
refusing to go.

I hope you know,
but
you won't, for you
didn't care anyway,
but
maybe you did,
maybe you know,

Do you know of
how chests burn and
how hearts freeze?
Hot and cold I am
everyday.
Everyday since you
left.
Cold eyes, cold heart and that
empty space.
****** away my soul and
left me drowning
the very place we used to
say that this would last
forever and
ever.

I hope you know,
but
you won't, for you
didn't care anyway,

Do you know the

No you don't. For you
never cared.
Even though like
suit and tie we paired
you
never cared.

But I still
do, even when
you don't.

And so you shall
remain stuck at
that same spot
a year ago when you
left
without saying a word.
Forever and
ever, you shall
drown
within me.
And never get out,
forever and
ever.