The lights are still on
Twinkling yellows and reds
God-I should be in bed
Maybe I should shut them off
Maybe that would silence my head
So far nothing works
Nothing drowns out the white noise
Simply never has
Music reminds me of you
And most songs make me sad
I can't find the words today
You grew them all like greenery
Always were good at that
Making me question my feelings
Where's the freedom in that?
I need to sleep
But all I can see is blue, blue, blue,
Maybe I'm going insane
Do I want to go through this again?
Because before I played a losing game
But could things be different
Everything is construction orange
Am I seeing things?
There's caution tape on all our hearts
Wondering if love is something we could bring
I'm so exhausted and suffering from writers block...so...I have resorted to colors. Honestly I'm disappointed in myself.