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With a smile
I fall "in love"
once again

With a smile
I get rejected
once again

With a smile
I  start
to go insane

With a smile
I scream
at the thoughts in my brain

With a smile
I hide
all the signs of my pain

With a smile
I reach out
for help in  vain

With a smile
I live
with nothing to gain

With a smile
I put
a bullet in my brain
I crave the presence of your eyes
That's what got me
The Windows to your soul
That is my high
Telling me to pick a card,
    always giving her mine.
                
                Stealing my heart.

I never was a full deck after that.
  Nov 2018 Sorrowful Serendipity
Jude
i dreamt of you once again-
i wish i had not woken up.
  Oct 2018 Sorrowful Serendipity
Jaden
She had galaxies
In her eyes
And her tears
Were falling stars.
© XPY 2018
  Oct 2018 Sorrowful Serendipity
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when people are in love
they often say
they simply fell
tripped over their own two feet
face forward
and into the arms of their beloved

i did more than simply fall
onto the ground of your love

you, for me
were an ocean
and i dived
headfirst
roughly
harshly
almost painfully
into the waters of “you”

i knew i could not swim
but i did so anyway
i was drowning
entangled in you
surrounded by this being of “you”
engulfed in this feeling of “you”

and i did not know what came over me
but i let myself drown
i did not try to swim back up
because if i went back to land,
releasing myself from your grasp
that would mean losing the feeling of “you”

and after
submerging into the depth
the love
the passion
of “you”

how could i ever leave?
i touched your soul
and scribbled my name on it
love, you’ll never get lost again
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