i was trapped in this darkness,
i was left so helpless,
then i found you standing infront of me,
smiling so perfectly and freely.

as i saw you there,
all things disappear,
you and me was the only thing left,
lighting the whole place filled with darkness.

i thought it's gone,
i thought it's done,
but my love for you,
grows in every little thing you do.

i know you'll ruin my world,
yet i faced it being so bold,
the love i had for you have a little bit of hate,
hate for making me fall so hard, my classmate.

we have different choices in life,
be killed or **** with a knife?
we have to make wise decisions,
we have to find a better solutions.

people come and go they say,
accept it or not, no human is meant to stay.
wrong or right?
leave or fight?

we all have our own fears,
a fear that'll be the cause of our tears,
it may be the reason of our sadness,
that may lead to loneliness.

but then we must conquer it all,
face our fears so that we won't fall,
throw away your anxiety,
and show some bravery.

i remember the moment i lose hope,
the moment i realize that i should stop,
that time when i surrender myself up,
that moment that i gave up.

i realized that i'm really really tired,
i already new my worth and protect my pride,
but each time i saw you,
i can't help myself but to fall back in love with you.

the harder i tried to get rid of this feelings of mine,
the stronger i tried to stick with the word "i'm fine",
the more i thought that we're through,
the more i fall and fall in love with you and everything you do.

i tried bringing it back,
i tried unlocking the lock,
yet you continued closing the door,
and it really makes my heart sore.

don't you appreciate my worth?
don't you notice all of my efforts?
why are you always finding someone,
if you always found the wrong woman?

please give me another chance,
if not, please lend me your last glance,
for i am too weak to see you walking away,
so please, can you atleast stay?

i am a worthless person, i know,
value me? i hope so,
i admit i'm not perfect,
sometimes i do overreacted.

making conclusions,
making suspicious reactions,
creating nonsense illusions,
mistakes in every actions.

i am a worthless person, i know,
prioritize me? i hope so,
i'm not commanding you,
but still, i hope you do.

you complain about what you read and hear,
but what if i disappear?
will you even feel?
these grudges i don't want to reveal.