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Alaska  Dec 2016
a reallife-mare
Alaska Dec 2016
and now
my nightmares come true
and now
i'm actually losing you

thank you
for your part in my journey
i say
as a tear rolls down my cheek

thank you
for keeping up with me
when
i couldn't even stand myself

without you
i wouldn't be here anymore
without you
i wouldn't have hope anymore

but now
that you leave
i'm stuck here
trying to believe

trying to survive
Part of an imaginative good-bye letter
wordvango Mar 2018
Thought I had woken up
I felt my extremities and
Rubbed my eyes but something
Weird and worrying remained
This time I thought I'm going
To make sure I'm awake
Alive and breathing in
Out I slowly took deep gasps of air full of smoke from my pipe
Coughed a bit and thoughts
Took over how better to comprehend reallife and
All her mysteries.
This is surely not death.
No cannot be.
I'm still prescient.
And seeking answers which if I had passed would worry me no more.  It seems at last I've  killed
That last brain cell and now will spend eternity in limbo.
Neither alive or dead just awaiting someone to revive me.
Oh yeah. I recalled.
As I looked in the mirror
And saw.
That is just what
I've been doing.
All these years.
Third Eye Candy Dec 2018
as if the flowers were all asleep and knitting mud ***** _
and perfect spheres. the universe cajoled the Ambassador to Sorrow -
to come forth with a horse's wing and a heavy breath...
a true lover that is sworn to sunshine
and a unicorn eating the meat of a diamond.
all this must be. or the world;-
flounder on a picket fence -
of a lost mind...
and a long stretch of reach
in a stunted growth of
RealLife.

the rain wept because the cosmos was full of Lies
with a capital ' L '.
deflated by default, but willing to take One
for The Team of wild horses; that carried the thunder-
to your precious Dawn; in the first place.
to outwit the Heresies
of a misadventure
with an Ode
To Choice!

of course, the plane eats
a mountainside
just sitting on
the cat.

and you're gonna
look at me

as I walk through
You.
Starry  Aug 2019
Ptsd poem 18
Starry Aug 2019
This is my poker face
If you have seen it
In reallife
And you know that you have
Vexed me
Namely you
Doctors.

This is my poker face
If you have seen it
In real life
And you know you
Have vexed
For I am the devil.

— The End —