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 May 2019 raphæl
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Suicide
 May 2019 raphæl
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The road is wide
but your mind is tight
The sunlight is bright
but you don't have that kind
Leaves are falling off the tree
but no one's setting you free
The cars are moving
but you are staying
The smoke of the city is frustrating
but you don't mind it smelling
People are busy themselves
when you're standing there by yourself
You have seen the world in trouble
yet they've seen you unlovable
You, a lonely innocent child
Watched the world gone wild
It was the biggest mess;
the world isn't blessed
Humming birds singing
but you're stuck there, crying
They've seen mist in your eyes
when all you've seen are their dark lies
Time ran so fast
but you wished it won't last
Your mind is curious,
how did human became hazardous?
Wondered how it feels
if everyone's just real
Then there would be no pain,
anyone could've gain
In this **** cold night
trying to figure out your life,
traffic lights says green
Standing still, how long has it been?
Do man get tired of running?
in your heart, a wish is waiting
In a place somewhere new,
would he be there with you?
In a moment, it turned red
You wanted to sleep in your death bed
the pain and anxiety,
it's making you weak daily
Without a hint of hesitation,
you took a step in one direction,
ended your life, a satisfaction
#depressed
 May 2019 raphæl
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Thy eyes shine brighter than the stars
It lights up even the darkest of night
A gaze from thou could erase these scars
For a second, my life felt so right

Thy smile is heart melting
It takes these burdens away
Thy lips is sweeter than anything
I wanna taste it someday

Thy laugh is a sound from heaven above
It heals every pain inside my heart
But it is not I whom you love
So let me look at thou like a beautiful art

Even if it's just a lie
I promise I'll forget thee, goodbye
#Shakespearean Sonnet
 May 2019 raphæl
Edmund black
When
I find you ,
Believe me
I will know

I will feel your
Spirit in my skin
We will alter reality
And
Create forever

Do not hide your face
From me
If you think I am the one.
I can go there if you’re ready
But are you ready?

Who
Are you if you are ready
If you’re ready, I’ll be ready
Make me your art
Make  my heart as one with
Your own beating heart

I can already see where
We begin and we haven’t
even begun

It seems like
You’re already familiar
With the sun
Unafraid of the Sky

Matter of fact just lay
Just stay a little bit longer
Let’s watch how the tides rise
How I rise a little bit stronger
Watch a little magic in the sky
Watch how the vibes rise
A little bit deeper
Penning poetry to your
Heart beat

Art speaks in tongues
Your mouth so beautiful
Life is beautiful
So ugly so beautiful
A billion holes in my heart
But  it still bleeds sun

Take from my heart
Warm yourself
With the longing
Can I set in your arms
Rise again in the morning
But only if you’re ready
Are you ready?
I don’t want you to pretend
I want you to be sure
Are you’re ready ?

Who are you
If you’re ready?

When your heart
Knows for certain
I’ll be right here
Waiting to be read
As
We dance the night away

only
If  you’re ready
Are you ready ?
 May 2019 raphæl
Gabriel
Both can ****
        The only difference is
                      Cigarettes shatter lungs
         She shatters everything

            I remembered the first moment
my lips pressed the filter
     as I lit it up breathed it all
                savored every smoke
       as if we covered up painful lies
        in a container of painkillers

The same way  
we used to pressed our lips
     sparked something between us
           savored every moment we had
    as if our love was a rose
               in a valley of tulips
Gold
 May 2019 raphæl
Gabrielle
Depth
 May 2019 raphæl
Gabrielle
You are so sweet,
he says.
And he means it.

But after he leaves,
he does not see that I stay in my car
and cry
for all of the more intimate details of me
that he forever neglects to acknowledge.
 May 2019 raphæl
Crucifix
Sometimes I pretend I can still talk to you. That the voice in my head was sent from on high. That the one I loved never did die. That the dreams of tomorrow, I still somehow dream.. that this endless depression isn't endlessly obscene.
That the pain on my heart  could finally scab.
I sometimes regret all the happiness had. For happiness lost, is like hell for the mad.
 May 2019 raphæl
Crucifix
You would surprised what breaks you now, by all accounts I am industructable, nothing harms or hurts me.
Nothing bruises or bleeds me. Nothing can stop me, nothing can rob me of what I don’t have. For nothing could hurt me like you. 15 or 24 nothing hurts like before. Before you and your golden hue, my golden haired goddess dressed in blue. My Irish girl. I used to steal the moon for you. Step outside like a movie moment, dance in the rain like we were in the notebook. We lived for night, and wasted our days. Love moon moonlight golden goddess Irish blue sunrays You were made sunsets and warm sundays. That was before the world broke. Now I’m just a lifeless moonlit bloke. I live for night still just to see the stars. I often wonder where you are. Someone else dancing in Sunrays. Who stole away our sundays? Now I’m just a hollow moonlight man.
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