It is too early to cry
The sun has not even set
I lost nothing
I earned nothing
No more smooth hand
that used to wipe my tears
No more soft whisper
that says 'Stop crying, I love you.'
I regret what I did
but I felt rejected now
I knew what I should have done
but I did not
I blame myself but I don't change
Let's say I am not a gentlemen
because I stop reaching her
when I felt it is not mutual
Call me a *****
for hurting her
Stare at me as a ****
for making her crying
I start looking a way to move on
when she said I loved him as a friend
and he loved me too as a friend
I am just selfish for wanting that word for me only
Then again, I recall what she told me
You are nobody
And again, more tears drop
I am nobody
I don't own her heart anymore
but she still owns mine
When I met another her,
I won't give my heart
*I would just love her as nobody
April 18, 2016 17:30