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Dec 2014 · 1.2k
New Years Day
Samantha Louise Dec 2014
It's December, the cold weather is here.
I see ice blocks outside, and snow in the near.
It's Christmas time, Then New Years prime
2015 is a start of something fresh, brand new year.

Your dreams, are your reality.
You gotta believe in much more
  practicality and swag
new shoes and hand bags
Party tonight
Classy and bright

Let's throw a New Year's Party
Kiss some random cutie next to you
Midnight fever, mega ******
Jello Shots throughout the clock
To stay awake for New Year's Day
It starts today.

© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Nov 2014 · 7.0k
Stronger
Samantha Louise Nov 2014
I'm not going to let thoughts control my life anymore
Constantly wishing I had never been born
I have a purpose and I know what it's for,
Believe me. I'm going to change the world.

I'm stronger now
I have made my own vows
to let free of my fears
and get the hell out of here
I know someday
I won't feel this way
and if I try my best
I'll progress, and I'll make it
Nov 2014 · 2.0k
School
Samantha Louise Nov 2014
Homework, Tests, Quizzes
I'd rather be doing competitions
for things that I actually love
Shredding, Music, and everything I write of.

What if I were to drop out?
Would my life exist on the ground?
Or would I have more time to make me
instead of boxing up all of my dreams

I'm sick of school 7 hours a day
I wanna stay home and go my own way
Compose music and post it
Go on the Voice and then host it
the education has my mind swirled
I'm stuck here I wanna transworld
Sep 2014 · 684
CHANGE
Samantha Louise Sep 2014
The only threat to me is society
Keeping you from being happy
So that they can be

It's sad to see the world
Forget what we've learned
Just ask for more and more
No help in return

So are we just gonna
let things fall apart,
Or actually try to play a part?
As a human
We made this mess,
So let's progress.
Spread positivity, be good to the earth, and succeed at what you want.
Sep 2014 · 562
Depressed and Gone
Samantha Louise Sep 2014
I always have amazing things happen in my life
and then I just go stab them in the back
it's not right I just might
have to leave this world now
the only thing that made me happy
I've worn down

I don't get it
why me?
Things aren't as simple as they seem
I wanna dream escape reality
then maybe I won't have a chance
to take myself down in the mean time

I'm depressed like humanity
I'm gone and it's scaring me
Where have I been?
Where am I know?
I really wish I knew
so I could turn my life around
Sep 2014 · 455
Never Land
Samantha Louise Sep 2014
She wanted peace
So she went to never land
Where she could be herself
Around all her other friends
So she decided to escape

She wanted to be happy
She just wanted to die
But she knew that she just couldn't
So she cut way up her thighs

The pain got to her stomach
She couldn't take her food
So she ate it then she threw it
In the toilet that's when she knew

She wanted peace
So she went to never land
Where she could be herself
Around all her other friends
So she decided to escape
Aug 2014 · 418
Untitled
Samantha Louise Aug 2014
Sitting on the pavement
Where has all the daze been
Taking me over in my bloodstream

Can't really stop chasing
All the love I'm wasting
Wish I could take a moment just to breathe

It's killing me
Can't even see
I'm too far from the path
To speak
But there is no reach
I'm always gonna be me
Jun 2014 · 1.6k
Daze
Samantha Louise Jun 2014
Sometimes I sit out in the sunlight
And watch the clouds blow above my head
And then I look over to the right
Yeah, you
And I don't say anything

I'm just in a daze
I want to go skate
But it's rainy it's wet
my emotions are spinning
I'm thinking about you
As I lay here
Drenched in the grass

Wish you'd come my way
We could look up at the stars
I grab your hand and I tell you all the things I've been trying to say
From here to there across the trussle
My naive status could still be sane
And now I'm just jumping in puddles
Dancing in the rain.

There's a saying that the good girls always fall for the bad boys
I'm beginning to believe it's true
Everything about you makes me feel some type of way
I'm starting to get confused
Aw you're so cute
I really wish you knew

© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Can't stop thinking about him
Jun 2014 · 766
High
Samantha Louise Jun 2014
I don't know
You know sometimes
What's it's like to feel reality
When you're too overwhelmed for anything

I'm just like this
Thinking in my head
Confusion in my mind

Life man hits you like a stoner
So motivated to do crazy **** in life
And taking that opportunity to get there

I've always felt so trapped in my existence
Nothing felt right since I was here
There's just no connection to the vibes I have,
but just never come out

Dude this music is hitting me
In a way that talking can't complete
What would I do without it?
I just wouldn't feel right

My thoughts right now are insanely prepared
His smile makes me light up like a sunflower
**** he's so just what id catch
One in a million

This summer tho
Probably going to be the best
Finals aren't done yet
Just one week left.

Gonna be hittin the beach
Laying in the sun
Playing volleyball
Spending all night
Outside, watching the stars
Having picnics on sunny days
So bright.

**** what has gotten into me
HIGHSCHOOL is driving me sane
Into a way that I've never imagined

I'm just gonna sleep and eat and watch tv,
Reminisce on all of my senseful dreams
Or maybe write a letter
Or two
Don't know exactly what to do
Jun 2014 · 652
Run Away From Society
Samantha Louise Jun 2014
She didn't want to be there
so she left to a place
where she could be free
among the while
with a smile upon her face

**** the society, she said
"Take me to the fairytales"
like in the books she read
It's better when you're dreaming
than to wake up to a world
with a numb like feeling

The american dream never turned out right
it's all about currency
not even our rights
we are forced to work
to live our lives
so we can afford
food to keep us alive

What if we just took a chance?
Going against the government
so we can change it
life is what you make it

Let's just turn this around
are you in?
Shut the whole system down
we can win

The girl feels free right now
she lives on her own
grows her fruit and builds a town
for herself in the woods
just know that she just could
if she dreamed it she can receive it.

© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Jun 2014 · 612
The Next Page
Samantha Louise Jun 2014
I just wanna sit here
at the bottom of the ocean
and I'll dwell for a while
but I'll, get up and smile
at the end of the day
but sitting here
takes the pain away

Down here I'm feeling so blue
I've lost myself a bit but
it's a little different when I'm with you
all my friends pick me up and
I'm, a little stuck but
I'll swim my way
to the top

Now it's   time ,
to rise above the rest
I'm gonna take my happiness
to the next page
I'm done with this place

I just wanna sit here
at the bottom of the ocean
and I'll dwell for a while
but I'll, get up and smile
at the end of the day
but sitting here
takes the pain away
© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Feb 2014 · 539
What do I do know
Samantha Louise Feb 2014
I'm a little lost now
you've helped me reach the inbound
I'm broken I cannot be found
I need to leave this town.

What am I supposed to do?
I've tried to run away from you
Now I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I have wasted time

You tell me that you're going to change
but every time you're still the same
I can't even continue
to play these games
it's my mistake
for heaven's sake

please just let me go baby
that's all I think about lately
you make girls feel like their your baby
but I needed you to save me

when you call me gorgeous
I don't even feel worth it.
I know how you feel,
but you're so bad at being real

I think I've spent too much time
hoping that things will turn out fine
because we're still in this tragic mess
and I'm stuck in the neverless.
© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Feb 2014 · 546
Wings can't fly
Samantha Louise Feb 2014
I just want to cry tonight
but Winter's almost done
and it will be alright
I'm just so sick and tired
and I ain't trying to fight.

But I'm broken
and it's so hard when I've fallen
and hit the ground so many times
I'm trying baby but I don't think
we'll make it tonight

I'm sad but I've finally learned
to run way out of sight
I'm just really way too damaged
and my wings can't fly
© 2014 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Jan 2014 · 509
Untitled
Samantha Louise Jan 2014
I am so broken,
Impossible to heal.
I try to be good for you
but I'm drifting from the wheel
I've lost control to take your sympathy
It doesn't even feel real
I'm crying so hard I can't even feel
what I'm supposed to feel

I'm numb, and you broke me
I need to sleep until I die
I need to dream to stop the crying
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
Sometimes, staying here,
moving with you in the present
is, the best decision I've made
without you I'd be lost in a world
with not many people
like you tryna hold me there
so I don't run away,
and give up on everything I care for
Dec 2013 · 925
Imagine if
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
Imagine if,
I chose to drift
where would I go
who would I see
who would I be

Imagine if
I came crawling back
a fear to move on
holding onto the past

Imagine if
I decided to drift
and then I started to see
what was ahead of me
and I started to follow my dreams

but which path is resembling to me?
Dec 2013 · 524
Miles Beyond the Dark Side
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
It's been forever
We've been together for so long
I don't want to ever say goodbye

You're my shining star
you're the reason I'll get far
You pick me up
when I'm ready to die

It's only you who can do the things you do
And without you, I don't know where I'd be right now
You're so perfect for me
and words can't even reach
the places we've gone
We've been perfect for each other
all along

My anxiety is knocking to the ground
and it's hard to deal with,
but you're the one that keeps me found
I'm still me now,
but without you
I'd be miles below the ground

So tell me where to go and I'll go
Tell me what to do and I'll do
anything for you
I know that we have rough times
but everything makes up for the dark side
Dec 2013 · 499
Broken
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
Boy:
baby don't cry
I didn't mean to,
please sympathize
You mean the world to me
I'd hate to see us die
You're so perfect
but I can see it in your eyes
You don't want me anymore,
and I'm not surprised

Girl:
Baby I'm through with all of your lies
I'm sick and torn down of being hypnotized
You make me feel like every things alright
when it's all just ****** up, I don't even want to try
I've finally given up
I've been driven through some rough
patches on the ground
and now I'm nowhere's to be found

Together:
Some relationships come
some relationships go
but where do we stand?
we don't even know.
It's like I'm attached to you still
but my mind is sterile
And my heart is fragile
and I'm broken like a vase
So scattered all over the place
impossible to fix
Dec 2013 · 473
I don't even know
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
Even if every things alright,
It'll all just feel wrong
I try to hold on tight
but my emotions aren't that strong

Everything knocks me down
and only you can pick me up
but my thoughts overpower my dignity
It's only better when you're with me
Dec 2013 · 431
Impossible to heal
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
So much stress just fell off my shoulders
Now I can go and explore, some positive things
I am starting to get older
and I don't want to hold on to no good things

Our time is up
I'm so torn apart
I can't do this now

I'll regret it later
but I know in my heart
that we are done
now.
Dec 2013 · 653
Goodbye
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
It's not you, It's me
I'm still living in the dream
I'm still hoping that you'll
see right through my eyes
but you're moving on it's not a surprise.
We're just not meant to be anymore.

And now I'm sitting on the floor
with my hands running through my hair
All the tears are falling off my cheek
they can't hold on because I'm weak
from everything we've been through

And now I think it's breaking point
held together with a small little joint
I don't wanna live my life like this
I'm too stressed out to even try and fight this

I guess I have to say goodbye.

I don't want to block you again,
but just like last time
that's the only way
to stop seeing your face
I need to get your name out of my head
I need to move on because I'm dead
I need to be alive and find a way
to be happy what can I say.

I'm torn apart now
and I know you're sad too
but you know now
that I'm  not going to let you walk all over me
We are no longer a team anymore.
Dec 2013 · 562
I need you here
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
I could write you a love song,
every day
There's not one time you're not on my mind
of any second I could say

We're the perfect couple it's true
but what am I supposed to do
without you
I don't really know
My life wouldn't be complete
I need you here it's true baby

What would you do,
if my life depended on you
would you kiss me on the cheek
or put your arms around me

We're the perfect couple it's true
but what am I supposed to do
without you
I don't really know
My life wouldn't be complete
I need you here it's true baby

We're the perfect couple it's true
but what am I supposed to do
without you
I don't really know
My life wouldn't be complete
I need you here it's true baby
Dec 2013 · 497
Without you
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
Things do get better
so stop feeling under
the weather

I don't know if we
should be together
but I'm so far attached
I don't know how to go.

So why,
don't things ever change
and why
Do we keep playing games

but without you, you
without you, you
I'd lose myself
without you,

What I've wanted
what I needed
It's not the same anymore
I will try to
let go of you
but it's something I can't afford

without you, you,
without you, you
without you, you
without you

It's so hard because
I can't detach myself
I'm so in love
without anyone to help me
let go  
Leave this road
I've traveled on
Dec 2013 · 404
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Samantha Louise Dec 2013
Baby can't you stay here tonight
I miss things when everything was right
Why do you look so sad
I see it in your eyes
I'm sorry baby I was mad
but that is no surprise
Dec 2013 · 404
Stuck in time
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
I love the way you hold me tight
I love the way we sleep at night
Holding hands because you're mine
and no matter what I'll give you another try

I know people make mistakes
I have never felt this way
I love the way, that you taste
and all the sweet things that you say

I'm heartbroken and I don't know why
I'm so confused all the time
What are we?
and who am I?
Without you
I'm stuck in time
Dec 2013 · 418
forever and always
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
Forever isn't long when I'm with you
I've never felt the same way about a guy
Maybe with us it might be true
I see you and I suddenly get butterflies

I tried my hardest to find someone
who didn't go around
and just date some girls for fun
maybe I just wanted
a guy who would like me for me

not break my heart,
it seems that guy is you.
You're the perfect one it seems.
Protect me, keep me safe,
I know it will be

Forever, and always
got these little emotions
never gonna leave my heart
never gonna leave my heart
Dec 2013 · 427
Heartstruck
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
It's the morning,
a smile upon my face
You're on my mind and
there are butterflies
all around this place

I wanna call you but I'm running out of things to say
this is how it is, it's how it's gonna stay

I'm heart struck in nearly every way
and this is
how I feel almost everyday
and when I
see you I don't know what to say
and I'm,
heart struck in nearly every way
Dec 2013 · 372
Dream
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
I need some inspirations
some magical creation
something new to my senses
something that leaves the
emotion from being presences
into something that shines so bright

I want to feel that  way at night,
under the stars
looking far away just to find who we are
then we'll realize it's not bars
it's who we want to be
and that's when you ask yourself
what is me?

Deep inside your soul
You'll find where you need to go
to follow your dreams
and seek who you want to be

but live life like it's a dream
make it up as you go
take it slow
and you'll know
what it's like
to live life like it's a dream
Dec 2013 · 572
Get crazy
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
I'm feeling great
I wanna skate
I wanna shred
I wanna play

In the snow
do whatever I can to go
have fun and even though
I'm a teenager now,
doesn't mean my life's gotta go down,

Because we are kids
We have to enjoy this
do whatever we want
before responsibility

I'm feeling great
I wanna skate
I wanna shred
I wanna play
Dec 2013 · 1.8k
Something about you
Samantha Louise Dec 2013
Jealousy is different than trust
chances are different than luck
This is our last chance so baby
let's not give up

I can see us growing old,
we could even tell our kids
we started playing football
and never expected this
but then you made every day
easier for me to say
that I want to live it with you

Because of the things you do
to make me smile
Instead of dreading my life
You keep it wild

I don't know what I'd do without you
I'd probably leave because
there's something about you that

keeps me feeling alive
Makes me feel complete
and warm inside

You give me butterflies
it's something I can't hide
but I want you forever
I don't want us to die.
Nov 2013 · 314
-
Samantha Louise Nov 2013
-
You're so bad,
but I'm no good.
Together we're perfect
and that's how it should be
Nov 2013 · 382
Goodbye
Samantha Louise Nov 2013
I wanna leave the state
I wanna run away
don't wanna be the same
I wanna find a place

where I belong
I wanna run
don't wanna live like this
anymore
Nov 2013 · 353
Stay
Samantha Louise Nov 2013
Do I ever think about falling?
yes I do
but nothing is better when
I'm with you

I know there's other people
but nothing compares to you
I want you forever
I don't want anything new

You make me happy
I don't need to move on
We have fun together
nothing's been going wrong

we hang out everyday
nobody else is in the way
I just wanna stay
Nov 2013 · 776
You're my one and only
Samantha Louise Nov 2013
Can we start, all over?
And never, look back
on the past
Make new memories
Things will get better so fast.

Just trust me baby
I've already got a plan
It's hard to live without you
Maybe I really can't.

We don't have to be whipped
There's just some things we have to fix
I know you love me
as much as I love you

I don't want anybody else
I just want you
and you are my baby,
and if you take me back
I promise you'll never lose me again

I wanna reminisce with you all night
Laying under the stars
doing things that feel so right
that make us who we are again.

Baby what happened?
We didn't lose eachother
We've lost ourselves

We can be friends
but there is no doubt
that I'll be tempted to kiss you
Hold your hand
hug you forever
I know you understand

Can we start all over?
And never look back,
on the past.
Make new memories
things will get better so fast

Can we be happy together
hold each other and smile
keep that feeling
make it last for a while
because it never get's old
I can't ever let go
and baby I want you to know
that you're my one and only.
Nov 2013 · 389
Lost
Samantha Louise Nov 2013
What do you want me to do?
I'm stuck behind on what I believe is the truth.
Is this what I am feeling inside
Love, or am I too young to feel that high

I'm just lost
What are we now?
There's so much energy
Left on the ground

I've spent so much time on you boy
I've lost my mind
and it's impossible to rewind
if we press play what will we find?

I'm just lost
What are we now?
There's so much energy
Left on the ground

What do I do?
Move on from you?
It was never my plan
And I'll wait until you tell me I can.
Nov 2013 · 722
Best Friends Forever
Samantha Louise Nov 2013
Dressed in our lazy clothes
We're all comfy and warm from head to toe
Going to D&D;
Getting Iced Lattes
Watching lifetime movies

We're gonna grow up some day
I hope that we don't drift away
Since you moved here we've always been connected
Our Friendships Perfected.

Let's stop time
and change our lives
because the years are passing by
Our memories
were the best 4 years of my life
and I won't let it drift by
Nov 2013 · 493
Start all over again
Samantha Louise Nov 2013
I miss everything about you
your little kisses on the forehead
baby that made my cheeks blush ruby red
I've just fallen for you crazily
and I'm not satisfied with what we're now.
What made us fall out?

Don't wanna lead each other on
but it's hard to see you everyday
and not want back the things that've changed

you make me smile all the time
and giggle when we look into each others eyes
but it's hard to keep the feelings away
when they're always there

I see you as a best friend
but there's still butterflies
and thoughts in my head
about if it'll ever come back
together

Don't let me go
but don't just hold on
because feelings are always there
and It all feels so wrong

You make me happy,
you make me smile
so why aren't we together

Why are we scared to do the things
that make us happy?
why don't we dare to let things
happen the way they should?

Even though all of this has happened,
we are still here and feelings are still there
so why don't we just restart
again and again

you know what I mean
It's what we always do
and it never get's old.
Nov 2013 · 544
This is not me
Samantha Louise Nov 2013
I need to go somewhere
I need to find somewhere
to be
There are so many journeys,
but so many worries
Holding me to succeed

And I need to
find my way
across the obstacles
I need to be
the girl I was supposed to be
but this is not me

I’m trapped in a life
that was not meant to be
I need my real mom
I need my dignity

you’re holding me back
And I’m getting off track
worrying about, you
I need to live my own life
It’s just so hard to be nice
when I can’t be on my own.

And I need to
find my way
across the obstacles
I need to be
the girl I was supposed to be
but this is not me

I’m trapped in a life
that was not meant to be
I need my real mom
I need my dignity
Nov 2013 · 406
Untitled
Samantha Louise Nov 2013
My heart just shatters
when we fight
I just want to run away
until everything's alright

I'm so scared to ever lose you
I never want to make you upset.
People make mistakes I'm sorry boo

Please don't ever leave my side
I can't picture not having you in my life
I'm always terrified that it's coming soon
but I trust in my heart you're heart will stay true.
Oct 2013 · 499
You're too young.
Samantha Louise Oct 2013
You're too young.
You're too young to let go.
You're too young to give up.
You haven't lived long enough
You still have a grander life to live

I wonder how your mother felt,
walking into you not alive
She never even thought
she'd ever see her baby girl die.

And what about your sister,
She probably felt so bad
about all the times she picked on you
and she knew it made you sad

What about your father
what is he gonna do?
How is he gonna live his life
without you?

People at school are talking,
They're all wondering why.
What made her so sad?
that she just wanted to die?

How does your girlfriend feel?
She's broken into pieces,
This doesn't even seem real.

I never thought you'd go
I hope you'd never fall through
Bad things happen to good people
and that happened to be you,

Everybody will be praying
in hopes that on the other side
people will be up there to love you
and maybe you'll look down too.

I never wanted this to happen,
nobody did.
You were so innocent, so brilliant
And now you're gone.

It's really sad to see how much people care
after it's too late.
If we all showed appreciation,
we wouldn't have a funeral date.

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Oct 2013 · 463
Live, Live, Live.
Samantha Louise Oct 2013
Smile, Smile, Smile.
Inhale the green
Exhale the negative
thoughts.

Laugh, Laugh, Laugh.
Forget about the past,
move onto other tasks

Live, Live, Live
There's a reason that you're here,
and that's not to disappear.

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Oct 2013 · 456
Better Things to Do
Samantha Louise Oct 2013
I don't want to go to school
I don't want to do my work
I want to do things with my life
I want to travel to New York

Let's sing up and down the streets
send good vibes to everyone we meet
Make our life an adventure

There are better things to do,
then just sit around in school
Learning thing's we'll never need
to get through the life
just you and me

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Oct 2013 · 494
The Path
Samantha Louise Oct 2013
I hate feeling lost,
not knowing what to do
Picking between two paths
not knowing which to choose.

But in this moment,
everything feels so right
I don't want to change a thing
I wanna keep living this night

I'm sick of writing about love
but it's the only thing on my mind
You're always in my head 24/7
Maybe that's just a sign.

I don't want to go anywhere
I just want to go everywhere
with you.
I don't want to change anything,
I just want to do everything
with you.

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Oct 2013 · 8.4k
Weed
Samantha Louise Oct 2013
People think it's bad,
they don't even know
what marijuana does
and where it makes you go
It opens up your mind
and helps you see the dreams
You stopped believing could come true
and it makes you realize
that the only thing stopping it is you.

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Oct 2013 · 499
Darkness to Lightness
Samantha Louise Oct 2013
Writing feeds my heart,
when it needs to pour out,
since nobody's here
to listen from the start

Nobody knows my life
as well as I do
A poem doesn't feel the same
coming from another you

I look back at the old ones,
and I remember the tears I've cried
before I could see
the other beautiful side.

Before I had an epifony
of beyond the shades of blue
I didn't want to go on
with just writing about the news
Of my sad, sad, life.

But then something hit me
Something shining so bright
Instead of days of darkness
I began to see the light
and I begin to believe that life
could be the greatest thing.
And it is.

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Oct 2013 · 459
Life
Samantha Louise Oct 2013
The admiration is so, so clear.
About the adventures and lifetimes outside of here
But is the grass always greener on the other side?
Does this civilization have something to hide

Are we forgetting about the beauty in life?
Or is it people we are trying to overprice?
Another new phone isn't that neat.
Why don't we just go plant beautiful trees?
That's way more life than a ******* Iphone C

So what are we missing out on?
Enjoy the world or stay here and live with
and stop admiring the life we're not spoken on

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Oct 2013 · 490
The Marriage
Samantha Louise Oct 2013
I'm too lost in this moment,
To let my heart slip away
I can't fight what I'm feeling,
I don't want our feelings to change

I miss how we used to be,
not who we are now.
I miss the way we felt
when we were reading our vows.

I don't ever want to lose this,
this crazy piece of me,
The way you make me feel
just captures the unseen.

I've never felt so perfect,
It's you who lights my day
Baby I'm so worth it
Please, don't walk away.

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Oct 2013 · 861
It's you.
Samantha Louise Oct 2013
you
I miss you,
I miss you a lot.
I miss you so much babe.
I can't stand going days without you.
Everything you do just makes me want to live
I just have so much fun going on adventures with you.
I wish I knew ways to get you to feel the way I feel all the time.
The memories we have are so fond and vivid that I'm always going mad
Wishing to get back all the wonderful days that we always use to have as wide receivers.
I don't need you but I want you.
I want you more than anything.
I want to call you mine again bae.
I want to talk to you on the phone
Elijah we could just laugh all day
When I'm with you  it's a better place
Ugh, I'm so lost without you my mind is a maze
© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Oct 2013 · 560
From the Start
Samantha Louise Oct 2013
You just wanna be friends
and I totally understand
but I miss the way
we always talked

I'm broken down,
I'm torn apart,
I can't stand losing
someone I've loved from the start

I try so hard to get you back
but I can't try too hard
because you might now want the love we had

but I'm broken down,
and I'm torn apart,
I can't stand losing
someone I've loved from the start

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
Oct 2013 · 449
Hearts Break
Samantha Louise Oct 2013
You don't know what love is,
you don't understand the pain,
If you just can forget all the memories
and tell me that everything has changed

I don't understand how you can do that,
Do you not remember what we had?
I used to think that you were different
but again, I'm stuck here and I'm sad

You wanna go back to how we used to be
but let's face it, why go back when there's already
the history
to look back on everyday
but you clearly don't wanna stay

I can't change your mind
and make things right
but I'll try to because
I want to hold on tight

because you're not worth losing
even though you are bruising my heart
I'd give you a thousand chances just to
reverse and just restart

Because hearts break,
but they're all mistakes
in the end we come crying
we never wanted goodbyes
and, we just need to try,
and start again,
because we always come together
in the end

© 2013 Samantha Girouard-Holt
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