you have a bottle of ***** in your hand at 5am
and i hope you still remember me
because you're looking at a girl
who has diamond in her eyes
and a stake in her heart
i feel you slipping away
and i feel like i am drowning
you're forgetting me
i'm trying not to cry
trying to ignore the gnawing pain in my stomach  
oh what a perfect hamartia  
you're taking her to places where you took me
and i feel like i have been cheated by death
how are you forgetting me?
because i seem to remember every detail of you
the smell of you still linger in my sheets
you are now twirling her around under a meadow of flowers
under the moonlight
and i see the spark in your eyes
and how you lovingly look at her
and i realise that
you never looked at me that way
because you never fell for me
but you've fallen for her

dance with me under the moon

and we can be free for tonight

embrace me in your arms

and kiss me like it's the last night of our lives

you will mend a broken heart

which has been broken on to many times

your smile will shine brighter than the stars

and I will fall in love once again

we are now six feet under stars

and you are leaning in to kiss me

and even though you are holding my hand

I swear to god not enough force in the world

will make my hand stop trembling

while our souls intertwine

Nothing compares

To the feeling I got

When your drunken arms

Were around me

The hint of intoxication

Filling the air

And the soft press

Of your lips

Against my neck

Your smell was like heaven

And it still

Lingers with me

Wherever I go

Making me smile

Because it was a

Pure blessing to have you

I wish I knew this

Five months ago

I didn't realise

How much

You made me smile

How happy

I was when

You were by my side

I hope I am

Lucky enough

To have you

By my side again

Because nothing will

Ever compare to

You.

I love the feeling I get

When you smile at me,

They way you are the only one who can cheer me up,

The way you hug me

And squeeze me when we're about to pull away,

I love the fact that you are the only one who understands me,

I love how you don't try and be sympathetic towards me

Instead you give me a loving smile,

And kiss me and whisper that everything will be okay

Some people may think this isn't enough,

But it's enough for me, it's always enough for me.

When I first met you I didn't think I would fall,

Oh so in love with you

I didn't think that the thought of you would make me blush

And fill my stomach with butterflies

I love how when I breathe you in you smell of rain,

And a hint of smoke

I love how you don't treat me like anyone else

It's almost as if you treat me like anyone else I would break,

I love the stupid handshake we have

Like little five year olds with a secret

I love every little tiny cell in your body,

It kills me inside because I know not even in in a thousand lives,

Would you love me the way I love you.