you are not home
you are a sweet escape

im empty
**but i feel so good

you weren't there when you promised you would be
and maybe im hurt because i never healed properly
i wrote so much about you
you were my poetry
you were the light at the end of my tunnel
now you're just the one who kissed me and left until you wanted more

I hate everything
and I wish I was smaller
I wish it was easier
My throat cannot scream
any louder and im just done

you spoke and
i heard something inside of me
**crack

and this chilling weather
is all too familiar
played back memories
and a breeze to bring us closer
and the seat next to you
is filled with warmth
but it's not mine anymore

and ive noticed
you look at her
the way i still
look at you.