We see the color but not the art
Drawing the black ink but end up
Seeing white empty link
Like a shadow of a tall man
Covering the light of day
It doesn't understand what you say
Mumbling words of swords
That struck the enemy but not the sentry
Pleasant like a demon
That doesn't make sense on the moon
Floating in thin air with no care
We all try to create a mark
A dot
But at the end we all miss the point

I waited for all to come back
With melting butters with bitterness
In a kilometer to October and finally December
It took me a second to go flat beyond the bench
Press a leg between a thigh and fly away in angel sky
Boring moments said goodbye
And memories said they won't die
Twisted hair and weird eyes
They don't make sense to me
So why not I climb a tree?
There would be a bee that has honey
But has no money to buy everybody
I crawl, i fall, and if I don't succeed at all
The sign is clear my dear
You need time to throw away
And relax your cracked mind everyday
And say I wanna break away

You spill your poison with a motion
In your black eye of lie
Every little thing is ******* nothing
Like its a waited letter to a dead sender

Cool are his tool for all you fool
Write you songs to right the wrongs
But what you know is blinded
By different weather but same snow

Cruel mouth of south
Closed your only way out
Like faucets in your closets
That set to pour in the dark

Try to keep it by no sleeping
But all you do is giving
And you forgot what is living
So close the door on the floor
And keep it still to raise a hill
Because you can use it on your blue
In mornings of sun
It cannot be undone
With shoes of clues from my bruise
I'll ride the bull inside a stool
Just wait and see no careful me

As winter weather fall like feather
The ashes of my heart trashes me apart
Like nudging the piercing to get a feeling
It makes me pay away
The deeds of my yesterday

It's slow like cancer
And the pain was from your answer
That I can never be your lover
I know I'm just a cover
And this isn't forever

So I'll bit my tongue and bleed
For someday i might succeed
But for now I'll hide this pain
Like wearing a jacket on my pocket

On a rainy season of May
So i crawl down your hall
Out of this place
For i know i have a replace
Just let me take time to call
For what i can only do is slow fall

Here i am sitting in table for two with you
And wonder how am i here holding you
I really don't have a clue
How the story of us started too

Maybe we are sad and blue
So you started me and you
But it wasn't real and true
Just show me that you love me too

I pity our love
Cause its like a hug
With no more warm embrace
That i cannot erase

Like sad words among the wrong songs
It sinks deep and makes us weak
For what its worth
I'll give a birth
To our new story that we won't bury
For this will be true and new
We will add a plus to our minus
Equals the story of us

You sigh but it was high
Cup of lie that made me cry
Fall like a call that made me crawl
And there i thought i was different from all

Look what you took when you said a hook
Like songs of trap that hurt me, Oh crap
Hunt to chant a heart to fill with can't
Sorrow that grow that you will never know

Sorry you made
To pay the game i never played
Just say the words i never heard
And blink an eye without goodbye
Cause all i know is that i love you so
So I'll stay and sit and wait for an exit
Say it

I was hurting every morning
Like a summer in a windy winter sky

Blue orange and i felt out of range
Cold as heat it remind me of defeat

Banners down in all the town
Closing like gates of hates in my food plates

Longer nights that cracked the lights
It built a space inside my face

Like void sin that became my medicine
Released the pain and stopped the rain

Colors with honors in my floors
Left with hurting, return with nothing

Now I'm standing
Out of nothing

I was straight with a line
And every ink i get is fine
I get crumpled and bold
With words that cut like a knife
And get written in my life

I have a heart its work of art
It touch my soul to reach my every goal
I have desire but scared of fire
It turns my perfect lashes into ashes
And burn the pain like wet in rain

I get fold as i told
And crease but atleast I increase
Pen is my enemy
But its the only one that uses me
Am i just a tool?

Cause you never asked if its just cool
Maybe I'm just a fool
Thinking my paper heart was a work of art
Cause every part of my heart
It all falls apart

A healer can be a killer
Like a storm that pour down
In a sunny ****** wheather
A white flock of pain
That you can never regain
It cuts deep inside your brain
Like a bite from a fight thats my insight
Slow but true it has always been you
Clotting my brains out from my gut
Breaking and shaking my every waiting
Just breathe in all the feeling
Eventually it will all be nothing
And someday it might be
But all we will ever be is someday
What i want is you everyday
But all we ever say is hey

Like a feather falling
You can't stop the wind

As i write with white
In the green glossy eyesight
Then the snowflake strike

Here i am in front of two
They're brains are full but kinda blue
One is down for a frown
Two is glue with heavy due

But why not come close with no clothes
When there is spark that light the dark
Are you afraid of what words may do?
Or the taste of heaven that stung you

Block the call while walking the hall
But a thing or two
Will always remind her of you
About how a moment of you
could have been a memory too

Don't blink a sign if your not mine
Its not a game, don't be lame
Cause i will bleed for what you need
Like shattered glasses in a crumpled line

Its true that your clue
The one that made me blue
Like sky of lie
That made me ask why? Oh why?

Your signs are hard and very blurred
Visions of confusions are your poisons
Oh just shut your blind dumb eye
Cause all this lie has led to our last goodbye
Thank you and now I know why.
I'm just another peace of lie

I waited for what in such a lot
But what a luck to win a buck
Pour in head and slam in bed
Pulled and fooled my heartbreak wound

Stuck at Luck
Randomly chasing a not
With words that sting
Like "your nothing"

It aches, breaks, and make mistakes
Like holding fire with no desire
You have no choice for your a noise
Just wait and see for whats in me
But all i do is think of you
And in the end I'm stuck at luck

I tried to side with whats inside
For what i feel is like a pill
It gets me high but i cant fly
Like a bitter melody of past regret

I tried to win and wipe it clean
The stain of past is just disgust
It sticked and licked in my peak
But is this a trick to make me weak?

I tried to hurt but its not worth
I may not cry but i will try
For all you know i cant let go
I can't say i "tried"
But your answer will always be "you weren't worth a fight"

I woke up straight but not awake
As tears fall down like hunger sound
I can't stand still
And i can't take it anymore

Like fresh blood that cries like rain
I'm burning up but there's no pain
Coz in every breath i feel the same
Blame me for what you made me