i have no one to talk to
how lovely
the narcissist tears me to pieces

so you
tell me off
&
force me
not to eat
while you munch on your snacks
in front of my face
wow.

i feel sick
to my stomach
and the tears
won't stop flowing
im sobbing......
                            ...sobbing
                                              sobbing
                                       and
                              now
                   i feel
            so
empty

maybe this new poem
is just not
supposed to be
published.


i've tried t h r e e times now

I AM SICK
OF LOSING POEMS
TO
502 BAD GATEWAY

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you sniff lines,
i write lines

haha
**** yov.
you know it triggers me
and im not doing so well right now




so tempted to go
on one ice coffee a day right now

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but­ i wanna.