I'm recycling these nails
the cross is going too,
broken down
into
the wood from which it came.
I'm recycling you.
Nice try.
I was sure
you were exactly
my kind of guy.
No
you didn't have a car
Disability pending
that weekly motel was threatening
the rent was due a month ago
I know the manger is your best friend
and yes
I'm out of money
out of cigarettes
and I guess
you're out of time
not even time for one more line.
I thought
if I could only love you right
then
everything would be all right
hope is the hook
because
I love you
it must mean
you must really be good
until now
everything I thought
I thought was true.
Some kind of consciousness
came to me
I understood something
I had never seen
all of that
past trauma
this is what it means.
This is the last time
on my knees
the last time I take it
you know what I mean.
It's come down to this
when I die
it ain't
going to be
your life
I see
flashing before my eyes. . .
For every woman whose tried to love him into something
he's not ready to be
and maybe never will.