You, are my shining armor.
Protects me from all dismay in my life.
I, am yours. I am sure to make you feel sated with good vibes.
I'll give you assurance of my fidelity to you.
You, are mine. As how you convey.
So as we always hoped. We are one.

Am I the only one that has their demons feasting upon their souls?
They say it is easy to tie a noose around your mind,
To overcome the urges and temptations of ending your life with a suicide
They don't know the true pain and torment that is going on in my head
An epic battle that leaves me with restless nights in bed
"End your life already" they say, as they prey on me during my weakest hours
Sometimes I give into the voices, carrying the sharp blade to my wrist
Crying as I struggle to mutter three powerful words that keeps me going
Choking on my sobs, my lungs deflate with a desire to say that God loves me
I try to convince myself that God is trying to test my faith
And to just wait, wait and wait
Then my Demons will eventually go AWAY.....



~Imperfect Desire **

love is precious loves a gift
and your soul your love can lift
its a feeling deep inside
something that you just cant hide.

it is there and there to stay
and to share in every way
its something nice its something rare
something that we all must share.


a precious gift from up above
a special gift thats filled with love.

I touched your hand and never knew
I would suddenly fall in love with you
I never realized in a single moment
My dream would finally come true

I did not anticipate the serenity
Which falling in love would bring
Yet when I embrace you in my arms
I felt the joy that makes one sing

Every moment when you are next to me
My heart feels it has found heaven  
I never thought I would feel this way
As many amazing feelings would begin

I never knew after kissing your lips
My heart would come to know such pain
I never thought I would be sad and happy
When my heart would speak your name

When I find myself waiting for you
So anxious are the times embracing me
But all is made to become much better
By the joy in your smile I always see

I never imagined when I embraced you
My heart would be quickly swept away
Yet I found that magic moment to happen
As I received your gift of love today.

"Is it normal to be missing someone so bad, that you can't even keep your mind on track? To the point you forgot the time, and the date. To see him was all you could think of, and so you wait?"