we both know
this will eventually show
our true feeling
amidst upbringing
you are up there
i am down here
we have a deal
but i think it is not real
hope i can forget
i don't need to get
your approval
this is for my own survival
it sounds so trivial
but it is just an interval
of events
of moments
not meant to happen
not destined to deepen
you are a fool
not to prove
that your love
is bulletproof

xo

too many words
too little time
too many moments
feels like a crime
stealing attention
fleeting affection
we smell good
we fell on the same hood
carry me
touch me
hug me
kiss me
me
we
let this be
maybe

xoxo

it was just
it was lust
i know it won't last
but why do i trust
maybe i can't adjust
afraid it will turn to dust

xo

i wanna keep the distance
but i can't find the chance
or I'm just letting it slip a glance
coz i still like the ambiance
even though there is ignorance
and blinded by the fragrance
i know the way
i just don't want it to slip away
i am afraid we'll be far away
hence you might runaway
i want us to meet halfway
be together in anyway
hope this worry driveaway
and make way
for a pretty pathway

xo

both on a quest
i don't want to guess
you cling to me so much
i miss this love as much
i like how you get my hand
cuddling
nibbling
feeling
climbing
this is such a rollercoaster
that laugh
that hug
that kiss
that need
that want
that look
that
dot
dot
dot
continue please

xo

this is such an alarm
you said i was so warm
but why do i feel cold
we are so bold
that was a bit of a ride
but we know exactly where to hide
betting and regretting
getting up
getting down
pursed lips upon me
upon you
babe you look so cool
we are both such a fool
getting better
hoping will be together
stay
babe
stay
love
stay

xo

admit it or not
it shows in your actions and eyes
you miss me
but i'm not sure if its really me
is this just physical
are we just ******* mental
believing we can surpass
this circumstance
of being with each other
even if we are not together
why do you remember
every detail
you don't fail
i'm just continuing to be frail
to seek
to be meek
hope i'll not get sick
i'm becoming weak
admit it
or nothing
is gonna change
with this
feeling

xo