I trusted you with my life.
You knew that.
You KNEW that.
And you took advantage of that.
You knew I was weak, powerless.
Powerless against you that is.
You Knew.
YoU KnEw.
I have been burnt and hurt before.
Couldn't you see?
Can't you see the scars on my heart, the cuts I have made in my own mind?
Maybe you did.
And you took an advantage of that.
You thought it was fun.
You thought it was worth the time.
You thought I would like it and fall under your pleas.
You thought I will give in to your lies. O, please.
I might be weak and powerless against you.
But I can tell you one thing.
I am not a pushover either.

So stop showing me this Fake love you are showing.
So stop wearing it like you love it.
Fake.

I am so thankful,
so grateful that you look at the good in me.

I appreciate it.
That you chose to see and focus on what I did right.

You focused on that one thing I did right.
That one thing I have done right.
You didn't rehearse all that I have done wrong.
You didn't do that.
You were angry, yes, but not for long.

You saw the good in me.
Anf you chose to focus on it.
I might have rebelled against you, hated you and hissed at you.
But when I came home to you, you ran towards me.
Kissing me all over.
Happy that I have come back home to you.

Thank you.
Truly I say thank you.
Thank. You.

We all have a knife on our hands, bound to destroy, steal and plunder.
You couldn't say that you would never hurt another.
Trust me, you will. Whether you know it or not.
This knife can do many wonders, as well as be a curse for many.
We are all broken, lost and weak.
We are all destroyers, in one way or another,
once at least did you hurt someone with the sword in your mouth
and with the gun in your hands.
We all are bound to hurt another.
Use it for life, or to spell out death.
Well, I choose the latter.
That's the best.

even though i just met you this February,
even though i just met you this spring,
you are so unique.
different, really, i have never met someone like you.
We are opposites.
yet so close.

you get mad. Really mad sometimes.
i hope i can get you know you better.
let's hang out more.
let's go to another country sometime,
and get some smores.