To Love,
You've made me humble
With every ounce you fill me with
Because of you I stumble
While I incessantly search for more of you
I'm left here to tremble
Without your presence it's so cold
Sincerely,
Your biggest admirer

If your love was never meant to reside in the depths of my soul
Then what has all of this been for?

Seeing your face is a constant reminder of my greatest fear:
To love endlessly without expectation
And receiving it fruitfully without apprehension

Your lips are the match
Engulf me with desire
This flame is our lust

When I'm done with this body and leave in a hurry
I don't want you to cry nor to stay up and worry
Don't be sad, you know how easily I bore
Your love shook and rattled me to my core
In my departure the last vision I'll see
Is of you smiling right back at me
Do know I leave only because I must
That our love transcends all I want you to trust
When I'm done with this body and start a new journey
Remember that your love is engraved deep within me
Goodbye for now

I would like to paint my life with your love
So that everything looks as beautiful
I want to delve into a pool of your scent
To find the origin of the wonderful intoxication
I need the passion you demonstrate to me
Be injected and course through my veins
So I can boast that your fire burns within me
Allow for your smile to reside in my visual cortex
That way, your happiness is all I will ever see
I desire for you to become the essence of faith
So I can say I am fully inspired by you
Enlighten and extricate this encaged heart
Just like the day liberates us from darkness
I will keep your presence in my chest
And say you are the ***** that keeps me alive
With every beat and every pump
I gain more will to live and to love

I was scrolling,

Because my heart keeps on searching
for my everything
Right now it's nothing
but it will turn into something,
if you keep on waiting.

And so I turned my phone off thinking,
why do I keep on writing
about the things that I'm dreaming
or what I'm feeling.

"This is not normal."
That's what I said when I felt the sudden jolt in my heart.
You're making my heart beat abnormally.

"This is not normal."
What my mind speaks whenever I'm smiling for no reason.
I know. I look stupid that time.

"This is not normal."
I muttered when I caught myself staring at you.
My eyes saw what perfection means.

"This is not normal."
When I wanted to have you even in my dreams.
I wanted to be with you all the time.
I couldn't last a day without your presence.

"This is not normal."
When all this time I'm hiding something from you.
I'm afraid. I'm scared that you're going to leave me after that.
I don't want to lose you.

"This is not normal."
You're the only person I'm not afraid to tell everything.
Not afraid to tell everything except for one.

"This is not normal."
This is no longer me.
I'm so in love that it changed everything.

"This is not normal."*
I had to stop.
Because I know what we have now.
Is all temporary.