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Nov 2015 Miguela shine

Got Guanxi

tomorrows yesterday is todays tomorrow.
Our time is borrowed from the onslaught of hollow thoughts,
invoked in sorrow.
i’ll tell you mine if you tell me yours,
Still alienated by those metaphors as if we’ve never even met before.

The heart aches from the heart break,
i’m not even sure if I can take anymore.
Time takes it’s own sweet time.
Those bittersweet melodies so hard to define,
in time,
we atone.
played through the scales based upon the memories alone,

#time

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

Fucking Remembrance Day

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

Got Guanxi

******* Remembrance Day

‘On the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month,

‘when the guns fell silent we will remember’*

When those visions from past missions played with intuition,

We just forgot about them!

When that PTSS kicked in and they started acting different.

We forgot about them!

When they came back home, got evicted from there homes and froze on the streets.

We forgot about them.

When they died alone, with not a comrade in sight, or a well wisher in miles.

We forgot about them.

When we pray for those who have died, but ignore those who are still alive.

We must of forgot about them

Next time you're encouraged to remember,
think about those we forgot.

#war #peace

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

in between my insecurities

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

Got Guanxi

in between my insecurities

in between my insecurities

I can’t be found sometimes,
dumbfounded by my surroundings.
hiding,
in between my
insecurities.

i’ve been captured in the moment,
scared to say another word,
caught ,
in between my
insecurities

I got lost within the essence,
talking nonsensical thoughts,
lying inside,
in between my
insecurities.

I learnt my lesson swiftly,
teenage years, lunchbox idioms ,
sandwiched,
in between my
insecurities.

I think i'll revisit this at some point...

#insecure

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

海

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

chris

海

i swim through the
sea of tears that i
cried over you

every word you had
told me drags me down
into the ocean, drowning
me into the deep blue sea.

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

信

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

chris

信

if you can't see the other side
of my body, will you doubt its
existence?

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

I Am..

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

Justin G

I Am..

I do not identify myself as a black american
I do not identify myself as an activist
I do not identify myself
As anything other than what I am
Do not arbitrate my existence
It will only magnify your bigotry
Do not lecture me
It will not ratify your ministry
Do not objectify my identity
Do not marginalize my sincerity
I know your criticism
It will not dwindle me
I am defiantly deaf to it
It will not compute
Trust me
It will only intensify
What I occupy
Do not subject me to anomaly
Do not try and direct me
I will not comply
Do not concern yourself
with my essentiality
I am not lost
Do not concern yourself
With what defines me
Just ask
If I am willing and able.

#i #rebel #nonconformist

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

I am..

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

Andrew Tang

I am..

I am a bad waiter.
You can point something out on the menu,
And I probably still can't fully explain to
You what it is that I am giving to you.

I am a bad burglar.
You will see that I am really loud,
And I probably still can't fully explain to
You why I only go for things that are impossible to take away,
Why I cant stop having my eyes on things that already have an owner.

I am a bad kidnapper.
You can say 'no',
And for some reason I still can't fully explain to you
Why I will always ask for your permission
Before I try to take you to some place
You don't even want to go.

I am a bad person.
If not,how come I can make a list of things
That I am bad at.

This is a poetry i wrote in which I believed I best described myself going through different phases of actions with different people that I took a liking to.

#insecure #me #myself #iam

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

Love is just like a drug.

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

Andrew Tang

Love is just like a drug.

The woman I love is addictive , Her fragrance lingers in my mind and every now and then I wouldn't be able to get enough of her .
My love for her is like a drug, her smile is like medicinal marijuana .
While every breath of her puts my head into the clouds even picking me up on the lowest days,
I can come up to her smile and say hi.
I can count on her smile and stay high .
I can be a ******* addict on trance idling on the text in front of me wishing I can sniff up every line she gives to me.
The only thing I'm afraid of is going to rehab and in there I would learn to live my life without being hooked on to her.

#love #crush #drug #addicted

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

Give Me Love

Nov 2015 Miguela shine

its gonna make sense

Give Me Love

humming slowly
as i sway with this sad song
dancing the rhythm
of this broken sonata
feeling this heartbeat
that started to fade
if only you could see
the dreary tune in this piece
you would rather listen
than see the lyrics within this song
crumpled sheets of paper
scattered all around the floor
with every sheets
there is a written tale of us
seeing this sheets
makes me wonder
when will i be able
to touch the sky?
give me love, darling
give me love cause lately
i am craving for more
give me love, darling
so the tale of these crumpled sheets
will became true
give me love, darling
so this piece will cry with joy
so i beg
like beggar in the street
so i cry
like a baby in a crib
cause lately
i don't understand
why i am craving for more*

give me love, darling

©IGMS 2014

Inspired by the song of ed sheeran

#love #broken #sad #depression #hurt #give #beg