learn to love her so that when she smiles at you, it feels like your whole world is bursting with freshly bloomed flowers,
learn to love her so that when you hold her, you remember that there are things in this life that should never be broken,
learn to love her so that the sound of her voice is the only background noise you want to fall asleep to,
learn to love her so that she becomes the reason you wake up, the reason you check your phone every thirty seconds, the reason your mom asks you why you're grinning so much,
learn to love her so that those walls you meticulously built up for yourself come crumbling down the minute she bats her eyelashes at you--
learn to love her in all the ways you never loved me.
i wish you learned to love me.