I remember back when
The most pain I felt was when I skinned my knees
And war was nothing more than a card game
When friends were for real
And the only fights I got in was play fighting with my brothers
I remember when drinking soda was the highlight of my day
And when I could tell my parents anything
Those were the days
And I couldn't wait to grow up

A hearts wish
A heart doth miss
Dreams of bliss

Wandered in thoughts grey
Few said I got to pray
Society's wrath am the prey
At dawn awaiting sun's ray

In distress an arm to hold
A love never sold
Almighty may tis clay thou mold
By my heart stood I need acts bold

May tis heart give joy
To sadness happiness and joy
Tis a society's ploy
Chained to life's ploy

Live free fly to sky
Fear not high to fly
None can buy
A soul on fire

To give and live

To love and let love
Humanity as one

Now days spent without cause,
Without things desired by my own heart,
Her presence always attached to mine soul,
Though her touch far from reaching.
Though now she being the integral part of mine mind,
Does she thus ever see mine heart or lacking of hers?
Mine lips sealed without words to utter the heart clear,
Or are this feelings so big enough to give out such fear?


Love or maybe the desire hers growing without deeds,
Why have I become a man whom hides his face?
Is this concealed love worth it?
Or will she ever see mine heart safeguarded from hurts?
Or should I even let her see through me?
Maybe I should give her a try and let it be.

Today comes alacrity aloof
My face is sagging now, should I cut it or let loose,
These amorphous little greys on my front structure
Are out of control
They dip in my soup
They sit in my bowl
And I am wondering,
Why am I getting skinnier"
My beard eats all my food
And the beard defecate's it back out
Through my armpits.