She was a master of disguse,

She always kept a smile on her face, no matter what happened,

She always laughed when someone made a joke,

All of this during the day, people so blind,

Not knowing what she does at night,

Cries herself to sleep, wears sweaters everyday to hide her ugly marks,

Looks in the mirror and the demons inside her head chant, "fat, ugly, useless, stupid, die" over and over again,

She falls asleep to be in nightmares throughout the night,

Still she wakes up puts on her mask and goes to school and pretends her life is wonderful

Isn't life just a series of unfortunate event?
Lying,cheating, killing
And so much more

I guess some people say:
"I don't need you at all"
But truth is everyone needs someone

A friend who cares
A mother who cures
A lover that loves

If your ever feeling lonely
Know I'll be there too
To Carry you by

But just remember that life
As good or hard as it may be
Is just a series of unfortunate events

I can write the most  saddest poem of all today, I loved him, and sometimes he loved me too

To think I don't have him. To feel that I've lost him.

To hear the immense of the night , more immense without him.

And the poem falls down the lonely  road

What does it matter that my love couldn't keep him,
That he wasn't satisfied with my love for him
The night is full of stars tonight and he is not with me

Not even mine for a mere second, he is gone, to find another lover, what better lover than I

To know I gave all yet it wasn't enough to please him

"Was I not good enough?" Questions are swirling through my head as I stare into the stars without him.

I can write the most  saddest poem of all today, I loved him, and  he stopped loving me

When the lights go out
The shadows start closing in on me
The dreams become real

Looking into the pitch darkness
What do you see?
Hidden forest animals
Lurking around
The trees dancing in the wind

Tangled vines hiding
The lost spirits and ghosts that kiss
In the moonlight

Walking deeper into the forest
It becomes darker
The fog thicker
The woods quiet

A woman can be seen from the distance
Who was once fair is now rotten
Smell of roses to garbage smells
Pretty purple dress to mildew-covered dress
Glimmering green eyes to pitch black eyes

She kisses my forehead leaving a trail of dirt
She puts her finger to her lips
Blink
She's gone
I'm awake

When the lights go out
The shadows start closing in on me
The dreams become real once more

I hate my life
I want to **** myself
I'll grab a knife
And cut my neck
Hang myself
From a limb
While everyone around
Watches me

I'm choking
Almost out of breath
Bleeding
And then
I feel the sweet delicious release of death

Please don't think I live a dark life
To be honest it's really quite bright
Sometimes it's hard to decipher some things
But I know I'll get it someday
For now I'll think these dark thoughts
Cause then again they keep me alive
Yin and yang, good and evil
Packed into one...
Makes it all better
Can't u see?

Your gorgeous eyes,
The warmth of your hugs,
The touch of your hand.

The smell of your hair,
That smirk in your smile,
The strength in your stare.

Your kiss on my lips,
Your body close to mine,
That feeling inside.

Your love so strong
The beating of your heart.
That we may never part

The passion in your kiss,
And that magic in your touch.
It is for all these and many more
Why I love you so much

Poor little Annie, so innocent, so lovely. She just wanted some honey.

She walked down her stairs, to be scared down to her hairs

As she saw a man crawling, she started bawling.

He came towards her quickly, Oh so swiftly

He covered her mouth, going down south

She silently cried, as he tried.

He pulled out his knife, to take a life.

She went quietly, Oh so quietly

Poor little Annie, so innocent, so lovely. She just wanted some honey.

Love cuts like a knife
Love can break you apart
Love is death and death is you  

It's pain stains like a black tattoo
Those memories coming back
That bind me with tight ropes

The intoxicating smell of your cologne
That lingers in the air
And slowly suffocates me
Till I'm nearly dying

The taste of your lips
Poison me
And take my breath away

Now you see how love is death
But my dear
You mustn't be so queer
You must understand