Utah Hello, Poets! I am a musician, my poetry is not for anything but expressing my love for beauty (mostly my love for SadeLK), or pouring out my emotions at that exact moment in time. I rarely revise things more than twice, so the material is quickly complet 12 followers / 1.1k words
Let's all just go out, no worries or fear. No feelings of doubt, when facing this year. For all is so simple, when one doesn't think. Just go out and find it, don't waver, don't blink. For all that was needed, was water to drink. To feel incompleted, just stop and you'll sink. The sense of true love, you'll feel nothing above. Is all that there is, just places to live? When thoughts you perceive, have one thing to give. And that's hope for your time spent here on this earth. A hope that you'll find, a feeling of worth.
Now i am broken, I can never be fixed. Because my problem's internal, it's not just a glitch. It's making me horrible, it's giving me doubt. And makes me question what I've been talking about. I want you more than I could ever say. But all is lost, every single day. When i can't see you, I lose my way. And i forget to live, love, and play. For nothing is better than loving life with you. So i will wait around, seeing what ensues. I love you for you, and all the things that you do. And i wouldn't change anything, except what you've been through. You weren't shown gratitude, for love given that's past. So i will be appreciative, so your love for me will last. Because no one understands me better than yourself. You are my one and only, the sweetest little elf.
You just don't have the want, and I seem to be boring you. I just can't understand, why I can't stop adoring you. I miss you while you're still around. I can't get anywhere without hearing your sounds. I want nothing else, all other feelings have ceased. I won't let myself stop, til I feel a release. You are the only thing, I can love anymore. Though I should have listened, What would have changed? and what for? I don't want anything, or anyone else. This way I feel for you, is like nothing I've ever felt. I would give up all i have and more. Just to have you for one moment, I'd claw out my core. I would do anything, for the girl I adore.
I will never be him, I could try, and never win. I could be better than any other boy. I could please you more than any type of toy. But i wouldn't be him. So now it begins. You may never want me. One couldn't ever need someone who loves you this much. For you love him the same way. You'd die for him and such. And you think that I can't love you, In the way you love him. But he really isn't worth it, he just lies to all our friends. He just went out and ******* you, when he should have made amends. I just wish you would want, to be my one and only. But alas I was mistaken, you do not want to own me. But i want only you, and to be your best friend. And just like you said, they make the best lovers in the end.
I wanna **** myself in a thousand ways. I wanna feel nothing but pain for days. I wanna lose my ******* mind, and never think again. I want you to rip up my pedals, my roots and my stem. I wanna die and be dead forever, I wanna be plucked of every feather. I want no one to sit around with, to feel horrible together. This feeling is best felt alone, it slips in like a crisp breeze, frosting your bones. Then it warms up your heart, but it doesn't make you better. It ***** with my head, and makes me write you these letters. Until i want nothing else, then to be able to forget, the prettiest elf. But you can relate to how bad this must be, accept that every day, there's no one Loving you more than me. And now there is nothing but fate to steal. But i have faith, that I could heal. This terrible affliction, you're forced to feel. I love you, and I want your life. To be filled with love, and free from strife.