Actually, it’s like this;
what use is it to hold onto something that is scattering?

*Only the heart will hurt more..

long story short;
you left when
all I asked you is
to *stay

I cry a little,
everytime I'm wondering
all the things we could've been

Dear you,
who used to be my source of happiness
when life was being a ***** and pressure is real

You found me in that short period of time we sat together
and just like that, we talked about everything
and our little dreams;
where you are you
and I am I

And it’s just your smile
that shines the darkest-little-room of my heart
when being with you simply brings happiness to my sky

Dear you,*
who used to be my highschool sweetheart
and will forever be a best-friend of mine
in this very ****** life

When being a human means,
you have to deal with a lot of sadness
And by loving someone means,
you have to deal with a lot of goodbyes

While you;
were the very first person
whom said to me ‘goodbye’
and didn’t leave me with a brokenheart

You became a ghost
in my heart,
and keep haunting me
in my mind;

how I wish you would've just gone
as the darkness washed away
when the sun shows up

The shady line
between friends and something more;
is killing me

Why can't it just be the exact black or white?

*Why should it be this grey shade all over?

Tell me;
how could you just wake up one day
and decided not to love me anymore,
while I am here
falling apart in a sea of loneliness
*trying to save myself from dying inside

You know;
the feeling when you know that everything's over
but still, it isn't..

And you know it isn't
but you keep reminding yourself that it is
so that you won't look so pathetic
But at the end of the day, still, it isn't..

At least for you, it isn't..

And you know,
Those random nights when you can't sleep,
And in your mind,
its like a movie of
happy and sad and angry moments of your life,
When it's suddenly hits you hard..

Just like;
why such happy moments
make you a saddest girl in the world right now?

And it just hurts,
Because you know,
You know, deeply in your heart..
It isn't over

Losing you
is like
losing a best friend
and
somewhat more than friend;
all at once

And all I know is that it hurts
that we went being nothing
in such a heartbeat

Not anymore,
I said

but then you came
to say hello
and it's just
'Hell yeah'*
all over again

Here I am;
standing
surrounded by
everything
I've ever loved

There will be, darling

You will meet someone someday..
And he is going to offer you the world you’d never know
And he is going to say every right things you wanna hear

And his voice is like every songs you wanna listen to in the middle of the night,
and when you wake up in the morning
or just simply everytime..

But darling, he will left you.

And you will feel like the world is spinning around when you’re stopping there
And it’s going to be the hardest goodbye you’ve ever had
You will feel like dying; like you’re drowning in the sea of sadness..

But the worst thing of all, darling,
Is the fact that you’ll still love him after all
and you will still hoping that he’ll come back somehow

And you will still crying in your sleep,
even in the morning when you just wake up and realizing he’s not there
he will not be there, anymore..

But believe me, darling,
you will be okay

Even if you’re not right now,
you will.

Every day has an end
Just like how
every life has an end

And every meetings have an end too
Just like how
every smile has a little tears

Every heart has a broken pieces too
Every good day will turn into some nightmares sometimes too
And every heartbreak tore every heart to pieces too

But at least,
every heartbreak has an end too.

Being a human means,
you have to deal with a lot of sadness
And by loving someone means,
you have to deal with a lot of goodbyes

Loving me is,
as easy as staying

and yet you couldn't