This girl had a supportive family
She had friends who loved her fully
She believed that her life was already perfect
There was nothing in it that she would regret
She was already contented with her life
Thinking no one would ever stab her with a knife

But one day, something in her changed
Her heart was beating faster, which was strange
Her eyes were shimmering
Her cheeks were blushing
She thought that what she felt was wrong
It should be stopped before it becomes deep and strong
But the more she was suppresing her feelings
The more she did not like what was happening

Until one day, she became very depressed
So without any second thought, she grabbed a knife and stabbed her chest
It was her only way to stop what was happening
And save herself from love which she believed was an evil thing

As I was staring at the stars,
I remember those memories of ours.

We were so oblivious of our surroundings
That we didn't realize what was happening
Some became envious of us for we have found our bliss
Not thinking that we sacrificed a lot before reaching this
They don't know how hard it is to face all our demons
Not knowing it will all be wasted just because of some shallow reasons
We became like puppets that were being controlled
They told us that we're still not that old
What we felt was only temporary
And when the time comes, it will fade away slowly
I believed that they were wrong
For my love for you was too strong
But I think our love's unrequited
Because you believed in every word they said
With that you just left me, alone and broken
And until now, I have no idea how to fix myself again

Now, I'm staring again at the stars,
Thinking why you left me with all these scars.

I still love you even if you have a weird voice, wide smile, messy hair, bad posture & strange mannerisms. Your flaws made me love you even more.

Everytime we passed by each other
My heart begins to beat faster
From that moment, I knew
I was already falling for you

Something in you has captivated my heart
Now I see you as a wondeful art
It's like your eyes were speaking to my soul
Making me want you even more

Then I saw the way you look at her
At first I did not really care
For I thought it was just nothing
Not knowing she was you everything

I tried to suppress my feelings
But it's too late, I'm already hurting
Then I realized why we were meant to be apart
*Unlike you, I was a very chaotic art