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Jul 2015 · 557
Art
Chaotic Angel Jul 2015
Art
Everytime we passed by each other
My heart begins to beat faster
From that moment, I knew
I was already falling for you

Something in you has captivated my heart
Now I see you as a wondeful art
It's like your eyes were speaking to my soul
Making me want you even more

Then I saw the way you look at her
At first I did not really care
For I thought it was just nothing
Not knowing she was you everything

I tried to suppress my feelings
But it's too late, I'm already hurting
Then I realized why we were meant to be apart
*Unlike you, I was a very chaotic art
Ae
Jul 2015 · 366
14w
Chaotic Angel Jul 2015
14w
You are my favorite song that I will never get tired of listening to.
Jul 2015 · 711
Untitled
Chaotic Angel Jul 2015
I still love you even if you have a weird voice, wide smile, messy hair, bad posture & strange mannerisms. Your flaws made me love you even more.
Too bad you didn't know
May 2015 · 2.0k
Once a Happy Girl
Chaotic Angel May 2015
This girl had a supportive family
She had friends who loved her fully
She believed that her life was already perfect
There was nothing in it that she would regret
She was already contented with her life
Thinking no one would ever stab her with a knife

But one day, something in her changed
Her heart was beating faster, which was strange
Her eyes were shimmering
Her cheeks were blushing
She thought that what she felt was wrong
It should be stopped before it becomes deep and strong
But the more she was suppresing her feelings
The more she did not like what was happening

Until one day, she became very depressed
So without any second thought, she grabbed a knife and stabbed her chest
It was her only way to stop what was happening
And save herself from love which she believed was an evil thing
Apr 2015 · 419
4 a.m.
Chaotic Angel Apr 2015
It's 4am, and I'm drunk already
But I can still feel the pain that you've caused me
Every word you've told me was stabbed in my chest
Knowing I was never enough even if I tried my best
I waited for you to tell me that you were just kidding
But I looked into your eyes, then I knew you were not lying
I wanted to ask 'why? '
But I just chose to say goodbye
I can't bear to hear another word from you anymore
For I knew it will just hurt me more
After that, you looked at me one last time
Then you walked away like you were never mine
just thoughts
Apr 2015 · 1.4k
Scars
Chaotic Angel Apr 2015
As I was staring at the stars,
I remember those memories of ours.

We were so oblivious of our surroundings
That we didn't realize what was happening
Some became envious of us for we have found our bliss
Not thinking that we sacrificed a lot before reaching this
They don't know how hard it is to face all our demons
Not knowing it will all be wasted just because of some shallow reasons
We became like puppets that were being controlled
They told us that we're still not that old
What we felt was only temporary
And when the time comes, it will fade away slowly
I believed that they were wrong
For my love for you was too strong
But I think our love's unrequited
Because you believed in every word they said
With that you just left me, alone and broken
And until now, I have no idea how to fix myself again

Now, I'm staring again at the stars,
Thinking why you left me with all these scars.
Apr 2015 · 394
random thoughts
Chaotic Angel Apr 2015
It was midnight when I found myself staring at the sky;
Thinking how things have changed with just a blink of an eye.
Apr 2015 · 476
Untitled
Chaotic Angel Apr 2015
I'm tired of being strong.
I'm tired of being blamed when something goes wrong.
I'm tired of understanding other people's feelings.
I'm tired of listening to what other people are saying.
I'm tired of always smiling;
When I know i'm already drowning.
I'm just tired of all the pretendings;
Knowing you'll never even notice what's happening.
Even too tired to think for an accurate title for this
Apr 2015 · 430
'That 2 a.m. Friend'
Chaotic Angel Apr 2015
The person you could call every midnight even if he was already sleeping.
You could ask him to sing you a song just so you could sleep.
The person that will go to your house just to hug you and comfort you.
He will bring you your favorite food, and eat it with you.
The person who will let his shirt get wet because of your tears.
He will never care on how silly you look when you're crying at 2am.
The person who will always be there for you. (no matter what time it is)
Apr 2015 · 473
Cursed
Chaotic Angel Apr 2015
I thought love is just for stupid people who are weak and can get easily attached to someone.
I never really believed in it.
It was just a four-letter word that exist in our dictionaries.
I never really thought that one day, the meaning of love for me will change.
Now I believe that love can either be a blessing or a curse.
In mylife, it's more of a curse.
Apr 2015 · 3.9k
Ghost
Chaotic Angel Apr 2015
It was I who was there when you needed someone.
It was I who always hug you when you needed one.
It was I who knows your flaws but still accepted you completely.
It was I who cares for you and loves you fully.
But why her?

Then I realized, I'm just a ghost that no one will ever notice.

— The End —