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Alice Lovey Apr 2018
Is this the quiet after the storm?
The tunneling winds
Leaving worlds torn.
The rain had beat down,
Leaving us to drown.
Warmth is what it seizes,
Blue eyes darkening as
Cold water freezes.

"I don't feel anything right now."

Calling voices outside me
They echo,
Attempting to guide me.
I don't listen, I watch the ice glisten.
Cuz I'm not as they described me.

Then as if in clarity,
After light dies, and anger subsides,
A spectrum of rarity.
Each color a hue
Of a muse
On a horizon of sunset and dew.
Apr 2018 · 120
Hidden
Alice Lovey Apr 2018
I want to count every step,
Each star between planets.
Meticulously plot until I am soothed.
If I could see beyond this void
That echoes between you and I.
Would I still feel light years away?


Lyrics trend and fill our voices,
Alternating themes in our ears.
In those late nights, I feel closest,
When our spaces fill with heaves of breath
Escaped from hidden smiles.
Seen and unseen are the wavering emotions
Erratic like supernova pulses.


Yet here I find my consolation
As I graze the constellations
Preoccupied with the artistry of twinkling graces.
"You and I,"
Whatever it means, I dip my hand into this darkness.
Apr 2018 · 145
"Be"
Alice Lovey Apr 2018
Stay with me.
"Be" with me.
Your hand lost in mine.
The silence a sign
Of unrequited fine whine.
The same clear tears,
Shed over years.
Does it ever get better?

Seek solace in me,
Warm bodies pressed.
I'm on some quest,
Endless and repressed.
To find "you,"
Whoever you are.
The comfort I need.
Accompanied
By supposed mind-read.
And then to my delusion
I am remarried.

Your hands must be lost in mine.
Because I can no longer bear this vine
Untangling, uncoiling, unweaving and

Alone.
Always seeking something, somewhere.
Apr 2018 · 276
Scars
Alice Lovey Apr 2018
Scars.
Rigid and raised,
Mountains of haze
Hazy night in a daze.
No lust or hope for praise.
Essays and essays,
Exhanged
Musical phrase
About crossroads and freeways
Begging for that skin craze.
Seeking to feel pain
With the punishing blockades,
Lifelike screenplays,
And memorial Sundays.
Those thoughts will betray
We misinterpret and mislay,
With winter like swordplay
And summer like dark grays.

It weighs and weighs.

Let me rephrase...
Scars.
This is cliche, but I'm amazed.
Apr 2018 · 375
Black
Alice Lovey Apr 2018
Dispassionately cast with no compass to live,
I dwindle like the stars that die, transmissive.
This depth is cold without you or the love I invented.
I embraced it, despite on me you've been imperfectly imprinted and indented.

Take me or leave me, anything to fill that void.
Every intimacy and secret which you've ever enjoyed.
You've spent time designing black holes of savage ruination,
Dying light that spirals into native perturbation,
Inside the one who'd always, and still, followed.
Idly droning black ink... How will we fair tomorrow?

Chasing you, a fading eclipse,
Orbiting that star no one can see.
In a vast, open nothingness, with an only invisible me.

The hot tails of asteroids burn it away.
You had warned me of them, but I never turned to stray.
From a promise, for myself, to inspire the brightest brilliance.
To think I'd been so audacious to assume my own resilience.
The transformation and expansion of what's more massive than us,
I can't possibly predict what may become of scattered dust.

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