I'm still not understanding how just 365 days ago things were so much better in life and how just 365 days ago we were proclaiming our love and you promised to stay but now it's 365 days later and I'm laying on a bench in the local park at 5am with a bottle swinging in the air controlled by my hand and that friend who you wanted to protect me from is sitting right beside me gabbing on and on about how life isn't very different from last and all I can think about is yes it is for me.

im not sure if you noticed but when you left you took my heart and soul with you and people keep on asking me why is there a bandaid over where my heart is suppose to be and ive ran out of excuses on why im emotionless and maybe when you find the chance you could hand them back and possibly could we talk about you and i because people keep on wanting to talk about what happened with us and what went wrong and the great and the ugly but the truth is the only person i want to talk to about us is  with you.

The words you told me twisted my mind and all the solid parts of my body turned loving and soft but now everything is hollow and my stomach feels as if someone placed a heavy rock on my core for every time I breathe you come to my mind and my face has fainted marker on it because now you draw tears on my cheeks ever since my soul ran out of tears to cry.

They say the less you care the happier you'll be well **** I wish I could accomplish such a well rounded quote but I've got orbs in my skull and worry in my veins for the people who don't care if I died tomorrow to the people who will die for me so play your cards right in life because I did not achieve the quote game nor the card.