you won't know me,
when the feeling all gone.
the feeling won't last.
it will fade.
fade away,
like all others.
but, you won't know me.

do you even know me know?

-l.j.t.

why do I care?

why do I tend to care,
about those who don't.
they don't deserve it.
I know.
but, I still care.
a lot.
but, why?

why do I crave,
those how beat me down.
**** me.
yet,
they're the ones I want most.
why do I do this to myself?

why?

-l.j.t.

"daddy issues"

is that what they call it?
because I call it strength.

I have the strength,
to live life without my father.
here I am.
living.
yes,
I may get broken down sometimes,
but I've never fallen completely.
and I won't.
because i'm more than the father who left.
I have strength.

-l.j.t.

hello?
father?
can you hear me?
ive been calling for you,
for a while now.
I just want an answer.
some reassurence.
that your there.
father?

-l.j.t.

I loved you.
but, you told me "Idk"
and suddenly,
your name was etched into my skin.

-l.j.t.