The  battle  inside but  never forgotten
So many streps to see the light
The pain that over took my body
I felt so alone deep inside
The tears that stained my heart
The drug to **** what was killing me
At times i felt so lost  on this road
The hope that always flew threw my body
The image that no one  wanted to see
In the end i beat cancer.

The day  stood  still
I can t think about anything but  ur flesh
The blood pours out my mouth
How did  i get like this?
Nothing  else matters  but the taste of you
I  go on to feed  so i can live just another day
I find myself walking miles and miles just for you
My heart used be filled with love,  and care but now with nothing
I am just  walker on this dark road.

I used to  have  hope but knows its gone deep into my soul
The day turned to cold
The idea love on this winter night was just an idea
The wind hits my face  but only  thought is u
I wish i knew the warmth of other
A endless walk under stars
The moon shines above
My blood flows threw my skin
Is my idea of love so far gone
Sweet , caring and dream what could of been
Filled the night air
I live alone under stars
A man who  belived  in love on

My beauty isn't all it appears to be,
Look into my eyes, and tell me what you see
A little love, a little mystery, a little of everything
A little love, a little mystery, a little of everything
It's mine and it's ours are not the same thing.

I want coffee, and you want tea
The heart knows what it wants,
And the hearts want a connection,
instead of a stent surgery.

Love, trust, surrender and peace follow in this order
Love is confusing, love is a thief
Look into my eyes, or read my tea leaves
Love, trust, surrender and
Peace, follow in this order.

She's gone,
but my heart's still beating
Must not have been a big throng
Cause my mind is deceiving
I have my wrongs
But my life does have meaning
With this kush I blow this ****
With this stone I keep my hone
Make this session long
I can take just being alone
But hey, I know my imperfections.
And hey! I know your sick confessions!

And here's a confession of mine,
I could never have loved you either way.