When you get mad
that scares me
your breathes becomes ragged
your hands ball up in angry fists
and your voice because loud
in a horrible way
but when you are happy
the corners of your eyes wrinkle
in a big smile
those blue oceans showing true joy
and you make me feel like
I could never live without you in my life
that scares me also.
  *i.c.d

My words pound your pages,
And my tears stain the ink,
But you take it.
My emotions overwhelm me,
And my mind suffocates my lungs,
But you take it.
When I was doubled-over crying,
Lying on the ground,
Tears soaked up by the carpet,
You listened without question.
Bullets from my ballpoint pen buffet you,
But you are bullet proof.
Through sickness and in health,
For better or for worse,
You are always there.
The wall flower in the back of the party,
Taking everything in without a comment.
Page after page of recorded pain,
And day after day of depressed thoughts,
You take it.
The only person ever there for me is you.
My most loyal companion,
My journal.