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Katherine Laslie Oct 2015
The streetlights
Illuminate
the night with colors
That words cannot
Relate

The darkness has
Consumed
The sunlight that's
Refused
To ever shine again
And now we're trapped
in the darkness within

The demons, they are
Lurking
Searching for the blood
That they are thirsting

As the night
Swallows us whole
A black void
That devours
Our souls
Katherine Laslie Oct 2015
Drowning in a
Sea of hope
Of all the things
To come

There's so much more
Behind closed doors
Than the mind can ever
Dream

A future
Bright as the sun
But a dark path
To get there

We only make it
Through when
We realize
All that's in store
for us

Life will give you
As much as you give life

So give everything you've got
For if you give it nothing
You will have
Nothing
Katherine Laslie Oct 2015
I never got to
Say good bye
To you

Never got to tell you
I loved you
Again

I was on my way
To see you
But you were so far away
On life support

You fought for a long time
Through the pain

"This is terminal"
They said
Incurable
They said
All they could do
Was make you comfortable
As you lie
On your death bed

They buried you
Next to your brother
My grandfather
You spoke great things of him
But we'd never met
But now you're reunited
After twenty years
Of silence

Never did my heart
Cease to hurt
Sense you left us that day

I remember when you passed
Your husband called
He was crying
I still hear it like it was yesterday
"Junie's gone, Ginger"
He said to my mom
We just got on the road to see you
But you were already
Gone

Time passes on
Without you
But for me
Time stands still
When I think of you

Your beauty
Blue eyes
Golden heart
Larger than the sky

Dancing with the angels
In the clouds
Somewhere
I know you're patiently
Waiting
for me to meet you there
Katherine Laslie Oct 2015
I miss the touch
The feel of a mother's love
Or a father's caring concern
With their arms around me
Together
Forever
But some things
Were just never meant to be

I miss the long talks
And how she would listen
I miss the guidance
And how he would try so hard
Just to understand me
So he could know me
Better than ever before

I miss the sense of family
And long for some security
They were my foundation
Together, we were happy
But only for a season

I miss the heartfelt tears
And all the time we'd spent
Throughout the years

I miss you mom
I miss you dad
I miss all the times
We will never have
Katherine Laslie Oct 2015
It's unfortunate
That you had to die
Even more so
Because it was me who
Had held the knife

******, you cried
******, so perfect
The way you screamed
When your stomach
Was exposed

Your heart was racing
In a fear unspoken
Your breathing was slim,
For your lungs would not open

Blood paints the walls
And I take a taste
Someday maybe I
Will share the same fate
Welcoming death's
Eternal embrace
Katherine Laslie Oct 2015
If only
You could see
How happy you could be

If only
You could know
That at the end
There is hope

If only
You could feel the love
That we feel for you

If only
You were here
To see all these faces

If only
You saw
All the ones who miss you

If only
I could hold you again
For one last time

If only
I'd have been there
Moments before you died

If only
We could laugh again
I want to hear your voice

If only
We could be
The way we were before

If only
I didn't have to
Come to see your grave
I would much rather
Come to see your face

Sometimes I wonder:
If only
You were here
I would be whole again
And never let you disappear
Katherine Laslie Oct 2015
Every now and again
I wonder
Why a part of me Still cares

When every hit and every
Burn
Leaves me numb beyond compare

You've  never loved me
You never will
And yet I'm longing for you still

It doesn't make sense
These thoughts in my head
I just wish they'd go away

I don't want to care
I don't want to feel
Feel as if maybe my dreams
Could be real

I don't want to hope
I don't want to pretend
That maybe this love isn't
In my head

You're so distant
You make me feel
So distant
And I can't stand it

I wish you would just leave
And never hurt me again
Deep down I wish you could be
Something like a friend
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