It was unspoken,
words refused to move.

A silent decision was made,

You'd be seeing less of me,
it was okay as long as everyone was happy.

For the love that never got to live,

It lived again,
Spring thawed.

I was torn away from my love,

As long as you got yours,
I was alright.

Darling I'm like a broken record
you can go 'head and try to play me
but if you do your gonna run into some problems
I won't guarantee either of us will come out unharmed

I'm like your friends playlist on shuffle
you never know what your gonna get
You better be prepared
Cause even I don't know where I'm going

I'm like that all-of-a-sudden road-trip
you don't know where your going
as long as it's somewhere
who knows where the road will take us?

I'm like that unexpected storm
Insane and out of no where
Beautiful in my own way
and strong in every way

I'm like that one book
with all the perfect lines and replies
with an unexpected ending
and leaves you begging for the sequel

I'm like no one you've ever met before
I still don't know if that's good or bad
I guess we'll both have to trust me
Here we go, are you ready?

I died
when you asked
her out

I died
when your lips
touched hers

I died
when you told me
that you love her

I died
when you left
me all alone

And when I died
you brought her
to my funeral

That's when I died
all over
again.



*c.a

I wish wishes

would come true
instead of

becoming
wayward whispers

that follow a

proverbial line
to an

indefinite endlessness.