I dont know why.
Streets are busy doing errands
Night sky's spitting stars.
Sea gives its crashing waves.
And here I am,
Staring blankly at the ceiling
Waiting for 12 midnight
No, im not one of those Disney princesses nor Damsel in distress
Waiting for his prince charming or
A knight in shining armor
Im just a typical lass
Waiting for an ordinary 12 midnight
To finally tell myself
*Im already legit girl

I love you no more said he
Why said she
Just because said he
This is a joke right said she


And he left her just like that.
No explanations.
No goodbyes.
Just  *I LOVE YOU NO MORE

I enclosed my heart with steel bars and diamonds
But
You still managed to break it.

Let me break your heart.
Rip your world into pieces
And destroy who you thought you were
Then I'll ask if we can be friends. 
Funny isnt it?

That's your logic.

Run.
Safeguard your heart.
Dont fall again, please.
It will just **** you.

I was dumbfounded
When you told me,
"Im no longer interested"
Should I cry in front of you?
To show how weak I am without you?
I was stupid.
I let go of my little chance
Of becoming part of your life.
Should I hold onto the thoughts
Of you and I being together someday?
I was scared
Of being so fragile.
I might do something bad to anybody...to myself.
Because I cant take this disappointment in me.
I love you, Gab.
And this wasn't just one of my jokes.
Because the only joke I told you was when I said back...
**"I'll be okay."