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 Nov 2014 Jaded1
gd
( J ) uniper.
 Nov 2014 Jaded1
gd
I met this guy in
white Ralph Lauren
and right then and there
I knew we couldn't be friends.

We clicked like a puzzle;
literally every piece seemed to interlock
and I couldn't keep my eyes away
as if this burning desire lay between us
across some paperweight bridge of tension
and affection

and please, I just want to cross it
and I want to throw my hands up
and scream to the mountains
and just yell ***** it! at the top of my lungs
and plunge into whatever void his presence has planned for me

because I can't seem to
shake him off of my mind,
so I know this is already bad.

I can feel it chattering and creating a
foundation under my epidermis
scattering my nerves in places
I did not think were possible
and there sits a bed-sized
crater just for him. And I
know it's bad, I know
it.
And I shouldn't
even care and I
shouldn't let it
happen but
here I am
o  n  c  e
again.

gd
{this could very well be the best and worst decision I've ever made}
 Nov 2014 Jaded1
unwritten
she was a poet,
and he was her pen.
in him,
she always found words to write,
songs to sing,
thoughts to think.

he'd smile,
and kiss her softly,
and say,
"write me a poem."

and she would.
she'd put poe,
and whitman,
and shakespeare to shame,
and she'd write a poem that made his eyes water.

she'd compare him
to a rose with no thorns,
a book with no end,
a world with no poverty --
the things we all wish for,
but can never attain.

//

he asked her one day,
"what am i?"
and so she picked up her pen,
and began the usual:
you are the shining sun after a hurricane,
with rays that open the eyes of the blind.

but he stopped her after those two lines,
and said that this time,
he didn't want any metaphors,
or similes,
or analogies.
he wanted the truth.

and so on that night,
as he slept,
the poet picked up her pen,
and she wrote.

she wrote,
then thought better of it,
then started over again,
and this cycle continued well into the early hours of the morning,
until suddenly,
she wrote, frantic,
if i can't love you for what you really are,
have i ever really loved you at all?


this, too,
she thought better of,
condemning it to the trash.

the next morning the poet was gone,
her final work a mere two words:

i'm sorry.

(a.m.)
this is more of a story than a poem but i like how it came out so leave thoughts & comments please
 Nov 2014 Jaded1
NeroameeAlucard
I've been ******
Not by a girl
Not by lust
But by love itself
There isn't a manual so you can't seek any help
From getting shot down after I plucked up the courage to ask
To getting my heart broken and crying tears from my eyes to my ***
I mean, I've had the good the bad and the ugly,
And I have someone now who genuinely loves me
But part of me is expecting to get hurt again
And going back to where I was before
Lost, without a friend 
I mean needs as well ******* hell I swear love is the strangest thing to have to figure out
I want this to work, I don't wanna get hurt and yet I wanna let her know what my feelings are I never wanna become an  insensitive ****...

**** it .
 Nov 2014 Jaded1
jeffrey robin
///                       \\
O        O
|

<>

Hey little boy
                                  Look in the mirror

Hey little girl

What does he see ?

//

Me ?

I'm just a thinkin it's

Demon Charlie

( yeah
I know ya know
                                       Who I mean )

/////
                                        ////

It's

DEMON CHARLIE

that's the boy ya made love to yesterday

•••

Oh no!

Yes ! It's so !

/::/

It can't be !

I only know what Charlie told me !



Hey little boy lookin in the mirror

Hey little girl

Lookin afraid
 Nov 2014 Jaded1
jeffrey robin
(                                            
/)\                                        
/\                                        

(
/)\
/\

                                           (
                                              /)\
                                              /\

###

We come with the rain                

//

                                   ( Into the circus with the clowns )

••

I see you there

//                                        

all the world's a stage

                                     ///

You're stuck in perpetual puberty



( Sellin yourself to the Man )

//                            

See the police

                              //

What do ya think they're doin here ?

•                        

Oh such misery

Think I'll sing a song about it to my guitar

Maybe then you'll like me

Yeah

Maybe then ya will
 Nov 2014 Jaded1
crea
god damn
 Nov 2014 Jaded1
crea
it's 2:30 and **** i should be asleep but i prefer talking to you because **** you're worth it.

i often find myself grasping at the necklace you got me as if someday it will just be gone and i want to keep it close because it reminds me of you and **** you're worth it.

when i was little i always tried to catch butterflies and now i can feel the flutter of wings whenever i talk to you and i can only hope that i won't mess this up because **** you're worth it.
dumb little thing but ye. uwu
 Nov 2014 Jaded1
GaryFairy
(the waiting room)

these magazines do nothing to help
as I flip through the empty pages
ringing commotion of the phone
in my mind, a war still rages


(this will only hurt for a minute)

this isn't home
the couch seems so *****
from the sifting comb
from words not worthy


(doctor do little will see you now)

have a seat, lay back, and relax
tell me about your panic attacks
I know you better than you know yourself
and my money even comes in stacks

(analyze but do not treat)

what does this ink blotch look like?
...a ****** ink blotch!

how does this make you feel?
how does that make you feel?
...inadequate!


(anger management)

when you get angry
just scream into a pillow
or talk to this puppet...

(and I'm the one who is crazy?)

please see cashier on your way out
 Nov 2014 Jaded1
alex
Depression
 Nov 2014 Jaded1
alex
There are countless tally marks engraved into this
pit of hurt and sorrow. I have been down
here lying flat on my belly trying not to
grind my teeth. Your name keeps
circling my head making me
dizzier and dizzier by the
minute. When I finally
realize I am being su-
rrounded by water,
it's too late.I look
all around for an
escape but your
name just dan-
ces in front of
my eyes. Eve-
ry hole on my
face starts to
fill up. I beg
myself  to st-
op crying, but
I    can't hear.
The water wa-
nts   to take
me too, but
the weight
tied around
my ankles m-
akes it impos-
sible. When
I look up thr-
ough the tra-
nquil water I
swear the
last thing
I see is
your
sm
il
e.
 Nov 2014 Jaded1
ryn
Rift
 Nov 2014 Jaded1
ryn
................A gaping
        written curse...                black hole        
of a mere                             in my    
the vacuum                              space time
    put out by                                continuum...
         Flames                              Tearing a      
 supernovae...                         huge rift        
  of stellar                      in my very
         fireworks              universe...      
C­ataclysmic

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