You were the predator
I was your prey
I was a stupid willing victim
and I have let you ****** the life out of me
leaving me with nothing but a dying heartbeat.

I gave you my heart
and you gave it back
annihilated, broken, shattered
....*and that's how i became heartless

Her thoughts are her treasured feelings
words that run deep-rooted through her soul, which she can never say out loud.

So she wrote letters for him

He said;
”**** all the letters you gave me.”
it felt like a bullet slowly struck through her chest
then suddenly went deeply fast into her beating heart

How painful it is,
no one will ever know.
How dumb of him
to think that her letters, her cherished thoughts of him rather, were *******.

She doesn't always share her feelings
especially not with someone whom she dedicates her thoughts into
but when she does,
regret is what she always gets back in return.

She thought it was happiness
She believed it was joy
She tried to convince herself that she was happy
But deep inside,
She always knew that she wasn't really happy
The feelings she thought were still there,
had been gone far too long.
She tried to find it, every second of the day
She looked for it, every corner of the room.
She desperately wanted to find happiness
and
She found the key,
*And set herself free

if I die protecting you, please know that I died happily.

There she is,
standing at the center of the planet
busy people surrounding her
she has no idea where to go
she doesn't know which step to take
all she knows is
faith, hope and trust
will never let her down.

You are the forest
that I'm willing to explore even at the most dangerous and darkest area.

Just to discover
your beauteous mysteries.