feeling ashame
i am that too naive to realize?
i am that too blind to see?
they are looking at me with their mocking stares
their eyes telling me that i don't belong
even the sun
i can feel his scorching stare
as they pick that beautiful thing
they want me out
they cut me with their knives
i didn't even wish that i will be like this
it is wrong that i was made
this way?

We don't hate the world we see,
we only loathe the society where no one can flee.
Ask for a cup of hot tea,
they'd judge you for not drinking a coffee.
Simple things, they'd make it as serious issues;
Serious matters, they'd pretend it doesn't exist.
Unknown people will always be ignored,
everyone knows their hardships, but no one cared enough to end it.
The popular ones have had their sufferings too,
I'm asking, why only them get the sympathy?
Aren't we all pretty?

I want to **** myself
That is as simple as it gets
Until then smiles all around

Convoluted & Polluted
Distraught & Disjointed
Corrupted & Addicted
Emotion human condition

Toil & Deprivation
Choice & Inhibition
Arrogance & Suspicion
Make your self decision

Want & Understanding
Seek & Sophistication
Experience & Learning
All on the itinerary

~

I sent you a firefly,
showed him the way,
watched as his light faded slow

Off to the north
his illumined display,
carried my heart in its glow

So you would know,
watching this night,
as he flies in from above

All that I feel,
shines in your light,
*you are the one that I love

~

I float this night
on gentle seas
of star dust truth
and ocean breeze

As rhythmic waves
like lullabies
send whispers soft
neath moonlit skies

Reflections shine
of shimmered view
in swirling shapes
on waters blue

I feel at peace
such beauty seen
as if I’ve stepped
into a dream

Yet my heart sits
a distant shore
for on this night
*I love you more