It was 8:45 after my bathe
I dried my *** and put my favorite moisturizer
Looking at my reflection I’m feeling ****
So I put red lipstick on and decided to wear my see-through lingerie

I went to distract my husband playing virtual game, PUBG specifically
He drew attention to me — his hand is caressing my face, you’re gorgeous he said
He then pressed his lips against mine and started talking...
Talking back to his playmates about what strategy are they going to use
So I went to bed to write this lol

Your name is the loveliest word
I've ever said. In my life
I've never known someone like you.
Your aura is a quilt
that I could spend all day in
if you'd let me.
I think the chances of me meeting
another you are absurd
and I find the whole idea
to be terrifying.
I could make so much room
for you in my heart.

Whenever you feel sad, remember to look up and see the moon. Somewhere and someone is looking at it too. You are not alone

I am trying...
I am striving...
... to keep myself alive every single day

They say I love you
But can't handle you
— limpidly vulnerable

To understand you
Will never happen because
They don't really wanna stand by you

An immature act, they will see
Like buggered child
Who gets easily hurt with petty *****

During high jinks, you'll see them
But never a glimpsed during crestfallen

Because feeling pain and getting hurt
Is childish for them...