i am the girls you haven’t kissed
the patch of skin below your wrist
i am the sky dark before dawn
your hair before you cut it, blonde and long
i am your neighbors window, a grocery bag
i am the best and the worst thing you’ve never had

you’ll dream of me as soon as i leave
i’ll pretend i don’t know that you watched me sleep
whispered my name, it was almost noon
wiped my eyes and swallowed the moon
thought about you on the train ride home
i’m not allowed to love you, i’ll leave you alone

Where's the fairy tale ending?
A white horse
A handsome prince
Instead there's a broken heart
Like shattered glass
To be stepped on
And swept away
With all the false realities.

Think of yourself as a raindrop falling
Into a lake of sugar water on a sunny spring day
Children come to drink the sweet water
To swim, splash, dive and to play

Tidal wave laughter pours on to the grass
Made of confetti and felt
Transparent bubble clouds waiting to burst
In the sky

Look at the world in the mirror
Made out of cylindrical crystals with blue and red beads
Hear hands clapping while you sing the next chapter
Throwing candy canes and jello molds at your feet

A floating piggy bank comes from the desert
Hoping you'd join him tonight
Now you rest easy because now you know what
It's like to fly

Feel the vibration moving so fluid
Through languid locations, of perennial plants
Their petals massaging your skin, so loving
Then the wind asks them to dance

The sun smiles down on the world
As a huge rainbow boarders around
You close your eyes and inhale the eons
And let out a supernal sigh

One day you'll look back,
And realize how you treated  me,
And maybe, If you finally grew up.
You might actually feel bad about it.

All these lemons appear in my life
yellow is always so pleasing to the eye
like sunshine
How many can I juggle before I slip and die
Bitter to the taste
Rinds are a waste
I'll squeeze them all
throw the juice in your face
I hate lemonade