the problem is, I never really wanted to be loved. held and kissed, maybe. but my heart has always been my own. cherished by no one. only crushed when hope was left to roam.
all the pretty people with pretty little faces fake little hearts and interrupting gazes laughing away empty tears loaded guns whisper in their ears bottles of pills, personally filled fake pretty people in millions of pretty pieces
drop me in the ocean, let my arms wave. let me drown in the waters uncharted and regained. balloons floating above me, filled with my unconscious dreams. I struggle and tug at the strings strangling me
my feet are on backwards but I'm still moving forward. in an uneven pattern I leave the old behind. but the new ahead doesn't seem that grand. it's losing it's appeal all the time.