I almost told you today. I am so tired of not telling you. I changed the subject, I averted eye contact, I stayed strong. We talked about your favorite Disney movie and the way I talk to my radio and we laughed. I walked home alone. I poured a glass to forget having to look away. I am so tired of not being yours. I love you and I almost told you today.
I hear your voice, I smile I see your smile, my heart stops I feel your lips, I melt I touch your body, I become attached You touch my body, I become fused to you You're all I want, you're all I see But you're not mine, nor ever will be
All I really expect is a cup of coffee in a couple of years. I can't give myself the hope for anything more than that and I can't ask for anything less.