You built me up
Just to shoot me down
Breaking me past shattered
Shattering me beyond broke
Like Humpty Dumpty
Doomed to never recover.
Except the walls were my own
And you gave me the push
You made me feel
Like I was the Queen
But I was nothing more
Than a pawn
In your sick games.
How naive I must've been
To believe in the illusion of love
Your poisonous words
Like honey on my skin
Now I cut off the poison
And distanced myself from you
The feeling of losing a limb
Along with my mind
My heart aching,
My body shaking,
My lips yearning for you
Yet there's nothing left
For anything
Or anyone
So I scream
And scream
And scream
And scream
Till there's nothing left
But the lost tears of my childhood,
Your tainted things crashed against the wall,
A Shadow,
My demons,
And **I
Something stuck between the lost memories of first heartbreaks and losing innocence... Leave your thoughts, especially on how you interpret the last stanza I'm curious... ~BM