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Jul 2019 · 81
Resurgence
H A N A Jul 2019
Sometimes, all we need is to wait.
Wait for the flowers to bloom,
wait for the rain to pour,
wait for someone who will get us out
of our comfort zone,
wait for the things to get better,
wait for the right time,
wait for the right love.

Sometimes, I said.

Do not wait forever.
Do not wait all the time.
Do not wait for happiness to find you.
Act.
Stand up.
Look for something that will make you say,
"What is not to love about this day?"
Nothing will happen if you just stare outside.
Go out.
Breathe.
Find something to cherish for a lifetime.

And be brave.
Comeback is real.
Dec 2018 · 191
my love, you're a disaster
H A N A Dec 2018
our love is a tragedy
and I am just a victim
you take away my sanity
I’m now lost in my rhythm

you take my world by storm
and it made me face adversity
I had a pressure to conform
to escape; to survive this calamity

here’s to finally celebrating
all of my sick misadventures
with you, my life is maiming
all I need now is a **** closure

I felt sorry for believing in you
and for those tears that I did muster
tonight, I whispered a fond adieu
my love, you’re a disaster
To my friend who was undeniably devastated by her recent breakup. You are a strong woman. I''m here to always support you. Big loves! ♥
Nov 2018 · 123
a battle with a bottle
H A N A Nov 2018
you strangle me
 for hours, for days
   for another episode
  of  your emotional
    wrangling  of ideas.
   you  choke  me,
  you   hold   me
 on  the   neck
 where  you’d
  usually  touch
  me and linger
  me to sip, lick
 w h a t e v e r
you  can  get
  inside  of  me,
 you   quench
  y o u r   o w n
 t h i r s t, without
  knowing  that you could
  actually  make me hollow inside
and  you  chose  not to  acknowledge
that  ‘coz that would break  you, and
that  would  make  you  hate  the fact
that  you  are  now  on  the  verge  of
drinking  'til  you ­ drown  your  mind.
Honey,  you have lost all  of your safe
defenses  and  you’ve been nowhere to
be found. The scent of the *** is now
circling in the room. And like how  you
manage   to   pick  yourself  up  to  get
another   one to pop,    you are able to
light   another  stick  of  that  cigarette
that’s been on the table for two weeks
now. My  alcohol is making  your head
spin as of this moment. What now? No!
Please stop! After  you’ve caressed me,
now  you’re  going  to  throw me on the
wall? Are you crying? Oh, honey, please
just calm down. It is okay,  I understand.
I know the  feeling  of  being empty and
it feels like hell. Oh, sure, just put me on
the corner of the room. I am ready to be
forgotten  for  another  week  or so now.
Come back when you're sober.
Oct 2018 · 294
Fraught Silence
H A N A Oct 2018
darkness was unsettling
pain was concealed
odds were undying
and
the wreck
was revealed

distance was maiming
noise was eagerly silenced
lights were flickering
and
to death,
life was sentenced
Jun 2018 · 253
Pigmented
H A N A Jun 2018
My life is like a dandelion
Spending my days under the sun
Then he came holding a little crayon
With his jet black sketches undone

My heart's been doomed since then
In moonlight, it hued to a dark silver-grey
He was the brightest among other men
"Please pick me." I repeatedly pray

He did and instantly, I was blissful as gold
Days are short but bursting into intense joy
But then his eyes turned blue; so dark, ice cold
Was he a trap or was he a perfect decoy?

My glows are gone but still, the stars shine
I lost my beams and my wandering mind
I will still grow and be completely fine
Believing that I was a rainbow, and he was color-blind
Because for once in our lives, we've been to a point where we couldn't see our worth. And when you start seeing your worth, you'll find it harder to stay around people who don't.
Jun 2018 · 13.2k
Mixtape
H A N A Jun 2018
Those silly songs;
so sad but true
With lost feelings
of me and you

I played it on
with the tape's side A
Felt like blossoms of dawn
and flowers of May

I flipped the tape
Found side B's empty
The same thing I get
Every time you look at me

"You'll get over this."
You once confided
That's what our love is;
Too one-sided
I wrote this three years ago and I'd love to share it here with you! ♥
Jun 2018 · 231
While You're Young
H A N A Jun 2018
While you're young,
do what you want to do
Spend all your money,
sleep until noon
Do procrastination,
stare at the moon.

While you're young,
be careless sometimes
so that the elders will advise you
the things you need to do
and those you have to know.

While you're young,
don't be the child
who's dying to grow old
You're not running after time,
Time runs after you.
Life is too short to hold back. Do what makes you happy. Be the person you want to be. Be brave but most importantly, be you.
Jun 2018 · 210
How Does It Feel Like?
H A N A Jun 2018
How does it feel like
to be someone's everything?
Does it feel like waves come crashing you?
Or it feels like
sunrise of a day -- fresh and new?

How does it feel like to be someone's all?
Does it feel like the fine sand on your toes on a summer day?
Or it feels like the raindrops streaming on the windowpane?
Maybe someday, I'll know the answers.
H A N A Jun 2018
I am a new girl in this old town
Trying to figure out what life is
I am a princess with no gown
Living in a castle covered in grease

I have my whole heart with some broken dreams
Keeping my hopes always high
I have my eyes with a vibrant gleam
Shutting them off whenever I cry

I am a coward with a hand of a dauntless dame
Reaching for people in times of need
They call me
nonsense,
radical
and lame
What a harsh reality, indeed!
Jun 2018 · 135
Scarred
H A N A Jun 2018
Have
a
nice
life.
I
am
done
trying
to
be
in
it.
Jun 2018 · 149
Bruised
H A N A Jun 2018
I can completely understand
how it’s palpable
to have your heart so broken
that you want to morph
into another person
to lessen the pain.

— The End —