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 Oct 2015 Gudden
thymos
i am ashamed of my body!
how it must be ashamed of me,
whatever i am.
 Oct 2015 Gudden
Vanessa Escopin
If you really know me
You should know I worry
If you really know me
You should know I care
If you really know me
You should know I'm ******
If you really know me
You should know I'm not in the mood
If you really know me
You should know I'm mad at you
Only if you know me you should know by now.
 Oct 2015 Gudden
nivek
Real encouragement ultimately comes from within
but it was probably confirmed from without
and in the end the two are one and the same
 Oct 2015 Gudden
Shrivastva MK
MAA

Maa mamta ki phool hai,
maa pyaar ka samundar hai,
badal de dhukh ko bhi sukh mein,
Maa ke andar karuna ka wo bhandar hai,

Maa duniya ki janani hai,
Maa surya ki raushani hai ,
jinke paas maa hai wo nirdhan nahi ,kyoki
maa wo khushio ki lakshmi hai,

Maa in othon ki muskurahat hai,
Maa baccho ki taqdeer hai ,
Maa hai hamare path nirmata ,
maa us devi ki tasveer hai ,

                PITA

Pita ghar ka anushashan hai,
pita maa ka sindoor hai,
baccho ko sahi galat ki siksha dene wale ,
pita Wo shikshak ki tasveer hai ,

pita ghar ka maan hai ,
Pita us devta saman hai ,
baccho ke bhavishya ujwal karne wala ,
Pita wo takatwar vartamaan hai,

Pita maa ki muskurahat hai ,
Pita maa ki bindiya hai ,
jahan  bashta baccho ka jahan,
Pita ghar ki wo khushia hai ,

maat pita jinke paas wo sabse dhani hai,
na ** kabhi inhe dukh ye pran hume karni hai,
inka Sahara bankar kare inka samman ,
yehi hamare pooja yahi hamare bhagwaan..
Dedicated to my parents
 Sep 2015 Gudden
chris
wants
 Sep 2015 Gudden
chris
"I just want someone to love me for who I am.  
Someone who's always honest, kind and loyal,
who won't care what I wear and whether I put makeup on or not.
I  want someone that will dance with me in public,
who will sing loud with me in the car and
who will look at the stars with me and just talk about life.
I want someone to cuddle with,
knowing how close we'll feel and how in love we'll be.
I just want someone to love me."
Can't explain that feeling, when we got that knock at the door
It's like my whole world just stopped, as i sat there on the floor
Something was trying to prepare me for what was about to come
But it really didn't matter, I just instantaneously felt so numb.

I wanted to be strong and I knew I could put on a straight face
But if only I could let everyone see how hard it was not to just break
It was just one thing that I knew I could never replace
I would go to sleep at night wishing that it was all just a mistake

When I was in my car alone, I would always just cry
But never when people were around me and I never knew why
I guess at first I was just so **** mad
I would think How could my sister just leave me & why couldn't I see it was so bad

Then I took a step back and thought about the conversations we had
She would tell me I don't want to be here anymore
I remember telling her Everything will be OK, just don't be so sad
I never thought she would actually do it, so it was something I just ignored.

Never once had I thought I would ever lose my sister this way
And the pain still resonates within me today
I guess cause there was so much I still wanted to say
Like how much I love her and how I still think back to those days

We shared so much growing up together
And we always had each other's back
I didn't matter whether we were fighting with each other
we were sisters through thick and thin; white or black

So you see there is no gray area between us
For you will forever be the yin to my yang
So that brings to this point now to discuss;

How wonderful my big sister was to me
And she will forever be apart of me
Though she is gone, I will forever remember
All the days we just played and laughed together

Those memories so near and dear to my heart
will forever be etched deep inside like a scar
Even though I still feel this pain from being apart
I will always carry a part of you with me, no matter where we are.
This is for my big sister Brittanie Michelle Becerra.  On June 22nd 2012 I found out my sister took her life only 3- 4 hours after getting off the phone with me on June 20th 2012.
I just have to forgive her and understand she didn't do it to hurt me or really anyone in my family.
And i have to forgive myself for being so mad at myself for not doing more and feeling like there is something i could have possibly done to prevent this from happening.

Everything happens for a reason and though I may not know why
or never for that matter, I can't change what is
But i can always remember what was.
I love you and forgive you Brittanie.
Love ****** <3
 Sep 2015 Gudden
Ofelia Rose
the air is heavy tonight
and my heart is an anchor
kissing the feet of my soul
while my lungs begin to swell
beneath the sea of my mind

as the music rings in my ear
mellifluously lingering
reminding me of all the fish
that swim within my spirit
and feed upon my bones

my hands tremor softly
while my skin begins to ripple
as my blood starts to rush
my pulse like an african drum
causing my thoughts to dance

I sink into my bodies’ motion
like a rock thrown into a river
but I sway like a leaf falling
in a somber mid october day

the sounds embrace my head
and as I come back to reality
I see the hell I’ve known
But I see the sun in the moon
and hope to love once again
was it love, or was I just a sinking ship?
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